Chronicles of an Atypical Girl

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2012-01-16T19:55:00.000-08:00

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What can this mean? Part 2

2011-05-20T22:33:00.000-07:00

Back to business.

"Moreover, freedom in America is indivisible from the freedom to practice one's religion. That is why there is a mosque in every state of our union, and over 1,200 mosques within our borders. That is why the U.S. government has gone to court to protect the right of women and girls to wear the hijab, and to punish those who would deny it."

I'm sorry, did I miss something again? Mosques? Hijabs? Are we talking about America or Egypt? We are addressing Egypt, but in a way that sounds as if we are one and the same. We can relate, but let's not act as if we are buddies with the nations that hate Israel. MOre on that later....

"So let there be no doubt: Islam is a part of America. And I believe that America holds within her the truth that regardless of race, religion, or station in life, all of us share common aspirations - to live in peace and security; to get an education and to work with dignity; to love our families, our communities, and our God. These things we share. This is the hope of all humanity."

You cannot begin speaking of Islam's essential "part in America", and finish the sentence by saying we are to love our God. He is referring to The God. The God of his "Christianity". But people, if one is a Christian, then one knows that there is no other God than our God! And if we are to be boastful of the fact that Islam, a religion that worships another god-Allah- how can we claim both?! We cannot! Islam, along with other religions does have a place in America and freedom of religion, yes. But we do not advertise ourselves as a Muslim nation! Egypt does! Palestine does! Syria does! But America, America is a free nation, and what many call a Christian nation (though we know that to only be the view of Christian Americans. (We can no longer claim to be agents of God as a nation with our choices) Israel is God's nation. Light does not have company with darkness. It is the hard, honest truth. I have been so down-spirited lately because this I know! I love people so much but hate the actions of their lives at the same time! We must be a light in a dark world, but at some point we must let go and let God make the changes, because we cannot live in darkness with them. That is somewhat off topic, but moving on.

"In Ankara, I made clear that America is not - and never will be - at war with Islam. We will, however, relentlessly confront violent extremists who pose a grave threat to our security. Because we reject the same thing that people of all faiths reject: the killing of innocent men, women, and children. And it is my first duty as President to protect the American people."

Remember in the last post when I said there would be more than one kicker in this speech? You just read blow to the stomach number two. Israel is down for the count and fumbling to regain its balance.
I am looking for feedback on this comment. Maybe I am being un-Christian like to say this, but Islam is at war with us! Should we stand idly by? Please help me out here. These Muslim extremist followers are taught to kill the infidels. Infidels indicating "those who do not believe"- in their case, those who don't believe in Allah. Does this not automatically put us at war with them, or at least them at war with us? Perhaps now would be the appropriate time to bring up the plight of Israel. Yes, I think it has waited long enough. The Middle East, Palestine is who we are addressing specifically now, hates Israel. Vehemently hates Israel. Notice the last line, President Obama says that we reject what all religions reject: killing the innocent. Newsflash: not all religions believe that. In fact, a sect of the one he is defending is the greatest opposition to that statement. Remember what I just said about killing infidels? Those "infidels" are innocent people! Someone doesn't care about killing innocent people.

"We also know that military power alone is not going to solve the problems in Afghanistan and Pakistan. That is why we plan to invest $1.5 billion each year over the next five years to partner with Pakistanis to build schools and hospitals, roads and businesses, and hundreds of millions to help those who have been displaced. And that is why we are providing more than $2.8 billion to help Afghans develop their economy and deliver services that people depend upon."

Where are we stumbling upon this money? Oh yes, that money tree President Obama planted in his backyard when he took office. It is spring now and it should be flourishing with billions of dollars to help build in Afghanistan. Especially since we have just finished paying off our 14.4 trillion dollar debt. Marvelous.

Okay is another rare point on which I believe the President has gotten something right:
"Today, America has a dual responsibility: to help Iraq forge a better future - and to leave Iraq to Iraqis. I have made it clear to the Iraqi people that we pursue no bases, and no claim on their territory or resources. Iraq's sovereignty is its own. That is why I ordered the removal of our combat brigades by next August. That is why we will honor our agreement with Iraq's democratically-elected government to remove combat troops from Iraqi cities by July, and to remove all our troops from Iraq by 2012. We will help Iraq train its Security Forces and develop its economy. But we will support a secure and united Iraq as a partner, and never as a patron."
Indeed, we need to now leave Iraq to their own. We can assist them in democratization, but we will not run Iraq.

"And finally, just as America can never tolerate violence by extremists, we must never alter our principles. 9/11 was an enormous trauma to our country. The fear and anger that it provoked was understandable, but in some cases, it led us to act contrary to our ideals. We are taking concrete actions to change course. I have unequivocally prohibited the use of torture by the United States, and I have ordered the prison at Guantanamo Bay closed by early next year."

That didn't last long. We are back to fuel for this fire igniting my passions right now. How have we acted contrary to our ideals? By defending ourselves? It looks as if I must get on a GITMO tangent. Oh how I wasn't going to bring this up, but the President brought it up himself. I am dumbfounded that the President still brings this up, no especially brings this up, since the capture of Osama Bin Laden. Yes, I had to bring him into this. Because, interrogation tactics used on people in GITMO helped the CIA to find Osama Bin Laden. Hmm, you mean the tactics the President had tried to, and has now outlawed, and the prison he promised to shut down in the beginning of his term were both instrumental to the capture of the world's most wanted man? Hmm...safe to say that if President Obama had had his way from the start, had the rational Congressman not over ruled him, we could still be living in the fearful shadow of Osama Bin Laden. Yet he still pursues the shutting down of this prison meant for the harshest criminals set against our nation. What does he want to do with them? Send them to our state jails of course. Hey, we have at least one terrorist involved in the 9/11 attack on our hands here in SC. No, this is not okay Mr. President. Additionally, the Feds are prosecuting the CIA for their use of intense interrogation on Khalid Sheikh Mohammed who gave us the contact information for a courier linked to OBL. That's like saying sorry for what we did. "I am sorry we had to interrogate you and make you experience a little bit of fear and pain. We just really needed that information. But don't worry, as soon as we've gotten what we needed from you, we will punish those who harmed you in any way. And tell your buddies in Guatanamo they will have more freedom soon." The President might as well have said that to KSM.

"To play a role in fulfilling Palestinian aspirations, and to unify the Palestinian people, Hamas must put an end to violence, recognize past agreements, and recognize Israel's right to exist."

The President continued by laying out the rules for Palestine and Israel to respect each other and allow each other to "exist". But doesn't he know that asking Hamas to end violence and recognize Israel is like telling a pig to bark? It is absurd and no one has heard of such a thing. Hamas exists to ensure that Israel ceases to exist.

"America will align our policies with those who pursue peace, and say in public what we say in private to Israelis and Palestinians and Arabs. We cannot impose peace. But privately, many Muslims recognize that Israel will not go away. Likewise, many Israelis recognize the need for a Palestinian state. It is time for us to act on what everyone knows to be true."

This statement. This statement is the most angering to me. I haven't heard anyone mention this one yet, but to me, semantics is crucial. Now, I am not an Etymologist, but notice how President Obama said "Muslims recognize that Israel will not go away", and that "Israelis recognize the need for a Palestinian state". His wording- my gracious do you realize what he just said? He made it sound as if Israel needs Palestine, but Palestine will have to put up with Israel and realize they won't just "go away". The moment I read those words my heart ached for Israel. How can you call yourself an ally Mr. Obama?

"All of us have a responsibility to work for the day when the mothers of Israelis and Palestinians can see their children grow up without fear; when the Holy Land of three great faiths is the place of peace that God intended it to be..."

This cannot be! The mothers of Israelis and Palestinians will not see their children in harmony because the mothers of Ishmael and Isaac were at contention, and saw not their children in peace. God intended for Israel to be at peace when He told Abraham that he would have a son to be the father of nations. But when Abraham stepped out of God's will to do things his own way, that perfect will of God was tainted, and from then on God did not intend for Palestine and Israel to be at peace. He knew they would be enemies, because of the sins committed by their fathers.

"...when Jerusalem is a secure and lasting home for Jews and Christians and Muslims, and a place for all of the children of Abraham to mingle peacefully together as in the story of Isra, when Moses, Jesus, and Mohammed (peace be upon them) joined in prayer."

He is still quoting from the Koran! How can you relate God's will with the words of the Koran? You cannot! He really believes that Mohammed and Christ can coexist as the rulers of men! He is truly confused!

"There is no straight line to realize this promise. But this much is clear: governments that protect these rights are ultimately more stable, successful and secure. Suppressing ideas never succeeds in making them go away. America respects the right of all peaceful and law-abiding voices to be heard around the world, even if we disagree with them. And we will welcome all elected, peaceful governments - provided they govern with respect for all their people."

Another small nugget of truth.

"Freedom of religion is central to the ability of peoples to live together. We must always examine the ways in which we protect it. For instance, in the United States, rules on charitable giving have made it harder for Muslims to fulfill their religious obligation. That is why I am committed to working with American Muslims to ensure that they can fulfill zakat."

It is not the President's responsibility to ensure the Muslims can perform zakat. Zakat is the Muslim equivalent of a tithe, or 2.5% of earnings given to charity and the poor to ensure salvation. I'm sorry, isn't this entanglement of church and state? Would the President ever have any right to be sure that I was allowed to give my tithe to my local charities or the church? God forbid, the ACLU would shove that money down our throats before we could utter "no". It seems to me that American Muslims are President Obama's "teacher's pets" and the promotion and protection of Islam is his pet project.

" Likewise, it is important for Western countries to avoid impeding Muslim citizens from practicing religion as they see fit - for instance, by dictating what clothes a Muslim woman should wear. We cannot disguise hostility towards any religion behind the pretence of liberalism."

When and where have we prohibited this?

"On education, we will expand exchange programs, and increase scholarships, like the one that brought my father to America, while encouraging more Americans to study in Muslim communities. And we will match promising Muslim students with internships in America; invest in on-line learning for teachers and children around the world; and create a new online network, so a teenager in Kansas can communicate instantly with a teenager in Cairo.

On economic development, we will create a new corps of business volunteers to partner with counterparts in Muslim-majority countries. And I will host a Summit on Entrepreneurship this year to identify how we can deepen ties between business leaders, foundations and social entrepreneurs in the United States and Muslim communities around the world."

Are we supposed to become best friends with the Muslims now? Please forgive me if I sound racist. I am certainly not hating on the Muslims. But are we forgetting how different their customs and way of life is form ours? This could be so very dangerous to us. There are Islamic communities all over the nation, the largest one being in NY, secluding themselves in communes and in many plotting against the very country in which they live. They are pulling the wool over our eyes, the wool clothing they wore coming into our country to hide their wolves.

"The issues that I have described will not be easy to address. But we have a responsibility to join together on behalf of the world we seek - a world where extremists no longer threaten our people, and American troops have come home; a world where Israelis and Palestinians are each secure in a state of their own, and nuclear energy is used for peaceful purposes; a world where governments serve their citizens, and the rights of all God's children are respected. Those are mutual interests. That is the world we seek. But we can only achieve it together."

I end by saying Mr President, what you want is a Utopia. You are far beyond optimistic, you are idealistic of things that may never come to pass. I am not being a cynic or a pessimist, I am being real. Not every good thing will come to fruition. We are a sinful and broken world, and we cannot expect God to bestow His blessings upon us so long as we forsake His children. Israel needs our support, and you Mr. President, have just stabbed them in the back.

"The Holy Koran tells us, "O mankind! We have created you male and a female; and we have made you into nations and tribes so that you may know one another."

The Talmud tells us: "The whole of the Torah is for the purpose of promoting peace."

The Holy Bible tells us, "Blessed are the peacemakers, for they shall be called sons of God."

The people of the world can live together in peace. We know that is God's vision. Now, that must be our work here on Earth. Thank you. And may God's peace be upon you."

President Obama did more than appeal to the Islamic/Middle East community yesterday, he bent over backwards to express his unwitting willingness to ensure the survival of Islam, in the Middle East and in America. And I leave this speech failing to remember any good thing he promised for Israel. He asked Israel to retreat to their pre-1967 borders. This means Israel would have to give up land they won, the Golan Heights- land previously used as a firing station against them. They cannot do it Mr. President.

I am ashamed to say that after reading this speech, I did not feel like an American, I felt betrayed by the man elected to preserve our freedoms and do what is right for all the nations around us, not just the Islamic ones. I don't know what else to say Mr. President, except that I am sickened by this plight for the Palestinians, ignoring the plea of Israel.

What can this mean?

2011-05-19T16:38:00.000-07:00

I don't really know how to go about this, I am so- I don't even know how I feel! Frustrated? Alarmed? Annoyed? Astounded? All of these I suppose, which makes for one long blog post. I am not even going to apologize for how long this may become-perhaps I will need to break it up in sections. But let me say, as I read this article Pres. Obama's Middle East Speech, I felt sick. Perhaps you need to read it first so you don't feel like I am ranting or being unreasonable. Trust me, you won't believe your eyes. So the only way I can think to start this off is to piece up the speech. Let's start with his introduction:

"I am also proud to carry with me the goodwill of the American people, and a greeting of peace from Muslim communities in my country: assalaamu alaykum.

Let's stop him right there. I googled that last phrase. Now, I know that google-ing something may not be the most reputable way of gaining information, but for now it will do. The first site I came upon held this description for the Muslim phrase with which President Obama greeted the people of the Middle East today.

"When Islam came, Allah prescribed that the manner of greeting among Muslims should be 'Assalaamu alaykum' and that this greeting should only be used among Muslims and not for other nations. The meaning of salaam (literally, peace) is harmlessness, safety and protection from evil and from faults. The name al-Salaam is a Name of Allah, may He be exalted, so the meaning of the greeting of salaam which is required among Muslims is, 'May the blessing of His Name descend upon you.'"

My first question is, "why is our President of the United States of America greeting the Middle East with a religious greeting. Now, it would be different if he wished to greet them in their native language. Yes, obviously it is polite and maybe even impressive to greet a nation with a common salutation in their language- say if he traveled to Germany he said hello in German. But this greeting he used is one of religious connotation, not lingual connotation. Note that he says that he brings greetings of peace from the Muslim communities in America. It seems to me that he is not representing America as a whole, he is representing fellow Muslims. Where is the greeting from the U.S.? Or are we too hostile to bring greetings to them? I will go with the latter.

"We meet at a time of tension between the United States and Muslims around the world - tension rooted in historical forces that go beyond any current policy debate. The relationship between Islam and the West includes centuries of co-existence and cooperation, but also conflict and religious wars. More recently, tension has been fed by colonialism that denied rights and opportunities to many Muslims, and a Cold War in which Muslim-majority countries were too often treated as proxies without regard to their own aspirations. Moreover, the sweeping change brought by modernity and globalization led many Muslims to view the West as hostile to the traditions of Islam.

Violent extremists have exploited these tensions in a small but potent minority of Muslims. The attacks of September 11th, 2001 and the continued efforts of these extremists to engage in violence against civilians has led some in my country to view Islam as inevitably hostile not only to America and Western countries, but also to human rights."

As for this section, obviously I don't expect the President to rain down hatred upon these nations for the horrid crimes committed by the Muslim extremists, but I think this is quite an understatement. "Some" of his fellow Americans view Islam as hostile. Some? When is the last time you spoke to someone and they said, "Oh, the deaths caused by the terrorist attacks, yeah that was bad. Anyways..." No! Obviously there is always the exception to the rule or statistic, but I would venture to say that significantly more than "some" view these extremists as more than "hostile". (Sigh) Let's continue.

"As the Holy Koran tells us, "Be conscious of God and speak always the truth." That is what I will try to do - to speak the truth as best I can, humbled by the task before us, and firm in my belief that the interests we share as human beings are far more powerful than the forces that drive us apart."

This is astonishing to me. Yes, I would say that this is the kicker of the speech, but I would be lying, because his whole speech is full of this sort of speech. But what really gets me is that in the paragraph right after this one, President Obama specifies that he is now a Christian, but had experience with the Muslim faith when he lived in Indonesia. If he is a Christian and not a Muslim then, why is he quoting "the Holy Koran" and not the Bible as a foundation for guiding principles? Note that I am not questioning his faith, only God knows a person's true heart, but I AM saying that a Christian is known by their fruits, their actions, and their words. What Christian do you know that would choose to quote the founding book of Islam to back up his actions? I just don't understand. Throughout this whole speech, the President is going out of his way- over and beyond- to relate to the people of the Islamic faith. As if he has to lay out all of the cards on the table and say, "by the way, many Americans are Muslims too, so we support you". Is that really necessary?

"As a student of history, I also know civilization's debt to Islam."

Here he goes on to applaud Islam for the development of Algebra, music, etc. I'm sorry, I fail to see how we are indebted to Islam for this. First of all, Muslims were not the only ones to make these discoveries. Sure they paved the way for brilliant inventions, but we have given them enough praise for these things, we are now addressing a religion that hates us!

"I know, too, that Islam has always been a part of America's story."

"And when the first Muslim-American was recently elected to Congress, he took the oath to defend our Constitution using the same Holy Koran that one of our Founding Fathers - Thomas Jefferson - kept in his personal library."

Is he using the fact that Jefferson had the Koran in his library as significant evidence for its importance in America and our government? It seems he is using this to pull at the heartstrings of those who quote our Founders. I fail to see how this relates. Moving on.

"So I have known Islam on three continents before coming to the region where it was first revealed. That experience guides my conviction that partnership between America and Islam must be based on what Islam is, not what it isn't. And I consider it part of my responsibility as President of the United States to fight against negative stereotypes of Islam wherever they appear."

President Obama is priding himself and sounds privileged at the fact that he lived in three continents that practiced Islam, before finally reaching the land at which it was "revealed". And since when is it the duty of the president of the United States to defend the majority religion of another nation?! Yes, America supports freedom of religion. But it is not the job, much less the duty of our president to single out one religion and defend it against stereotypes. My God he won't even defend Christianity! Christianity is being picked apart in the courts and he is doing nothing about it! For the record, I emphasize duty above in italics because I feel this is a powerful word. The definition of duty as an obligatory task, conduct, or service, arising from one's position- according to Merriam-Webster online. Okay, so I can see how (as I said before) the position of President renders a duty to protect the freedom of the people as a whole, but to single out Islam to me is a bit much. Too much.
So you know that I am not making a one-sided argument, I will also add things that I think he did say right. But keep in mind that the things he did say right are almost obliterated when put in the larger concept of what he said wrong. When I say wrong, I mean as a Christian, his utter defense of another religion, and one that hates us at that.

"But that same principle must apply to Muslim perceptions of America. Just as Muslims do not fit a crude stereotype, America is not the crude stereotype of a self-interested empire. The United States has been one of the greatest sources of progress that the world has ever known. We were born out of revolution against an empire. We were founded upon the ideal that all are created equal, and we have shed blood and struggled for centuries to give meaning to those words - within our borders, and around the world. We are shaped by every culture, drawn from every end of the Earth, and dedicated to a simple concept: E pluribus unum: 'Out of many, one.'"

Yes, he was right to make the same requirements of the Muslims, to drop their stereotypes of us Westerners. But notice how many fewer words he used on our defense.We are a place of freedom for many, and our Latin motto says such. But just wait until we finish this whole speech, by the end you will have forgotten anything right he may have said.

So what can this mean for us? We have already seen in the first few paragraphs of President Obama's speech that he is on the track of bowing down to Islam. Honestly I feel betrayed as an American. In the next section we will see what this can mean for Israel.

I am making it a point to break this speech up into several posts, partly for your reading ability, and partly because I cannot do this all in one sitting. So this concludes my first commentary on the President's speech. Please read the parts to come.

Now THAT is a brownie....

2010-11-28T12:58:00.000-08:00

Red Velvet Brownies

Line pan with foil by trimming two long foil pieces to a 9-inch width. Fit strips, crossing each other, in the pan.

Total: 3 hours, 10 minutes
Yield: Makes 16 servings

Ingredients

1 (4-oz.) bittersweet chocolate baking bar, chopped
3/4 cup butter
2 cups sugar
4 large eggs
1 1/2 cups all-purpose flour
1 (1-oz.) bottle red liquid food coloring
1 1/2 teaspoons baking powder
1 teaspoon vanilla extract
1/8 teaspoon salt
Small-Batch Cream Cheese Frosting
Garnish: white chocolate curls

Preparation

1. Preheat oven to 350°. Line bottom and sides of a 9-inch square pan with aluminum foil, allowing 2 to 3 inches to extend over sides; lightly grease foil.

2. Microwave chocolate and butter in a large microwave-safe bowl at HIGH 1 1/2 to 2 minutes or until melted and smooth, stirring at 30-second intervals.

Whisk in sugar

Add eggs, 1 at a time, whisking just until blended after each addition

Gently stir in flour and next 4 ingredients.

Pour mixture into prepared pan.

3. Bake at 350° for 44 to 48 minutes or until a wooden pick inserted in center comes out with a few moist crumbs. Cool completely on a wire rack (about 2 hours).

4. Lift brownies from pan, using foil sides as handles; gently remove foil. Spread Small-Batch Cream Cheese Frosting on top of brownies, and cut into 16 squares. Garnish, if desired.

I was going to make the cream cheese frosting, when I thought that I would cheat and use a can of chocolate frosting we already had. I really would rather home make my own frosting, but if I had done that, I would have had extra, and I know what would happen if I had extra icing :)

Southern Living, DECEMBER 2010

With Love and Confection...

2010-11-27T19:14:00.000-08:00

Well it is true what they say- time flies. I know this because I have my first Christmas party on Monday. Monday! Hmm..this means I am just starting my baking for the season. For this I am very excited though, because I haven't cooked in awhile. For me, it is so relaxing to spend a Saturday afternoon, listening to oldies and trying out new recipes.

Today, I listened to my Pandora radio station, tuned into the Platters. I just LOVE listening to music from the 40's, 50's and mid-60's. The songs were so sweet, and the singers could actually sing!

Anyways, today I tried my hand at confections. You see, it has been awhile since I have attempted confections, and I consider this the first time I have been successful.

I can cook well and bake well, but when it came to making candy apples, they never got hard; The one time I made fudge, I affectionately dubbed it my "liquid fudge". I used to make my dad peanut brittle all the time, which that did come out good, but it didn't lessen my dislike for the candy thermometer.

I suppose I always got scared and pulled the pot off the range too soon, worried whatever it was would burn. Instead, my sugary confection would never harden.

But no matter now! Because today, I successfully made Buckeyes, Butter mints, Pralined Pecans, and Red Velvet Brownies :)

I will post the red velvet brownies later, after I ice them.

Peanut Butter Balls (Buckeyes)

Peanut Butter Balls

2 cups (500 grams) creamy peanut butter

1/4 cup (57 grams) unsalted butter, room temperature

1/4 teaspoon salt

1/2 teaspoon pure vanilla extract

2 - 2 1/2 cups (230 - 290 grams) confectioners (powdered or icing) sugar

Chocolate Coating

9 ounces (255 grams) semi sweet chocolate, coarsely chopped

2 tablespoons (25 grams) shortening

Directions: Line a baking sheet with parchment paper.

Place the peanut butter, unsalted butter, and salt in a microwaveable bowl, and heat in the microwave for about one minute or until just soft (check and stir the ingredients every 20 seconds).

Stir in the vanilla extract and confectioners sugar and mix until it has the consistency of a dough (add more sugar if necessary).

Roll the dough into 1 inch (2.5 cm) round balls. Place on the cookie sheet and refrigerate for about one hour, or until firm.

Melt the chocolate and shortening in a heatproof bowl over a saucepan of simmering water. Dip the balls, one at a time, in the melted chocolate, making sure the entire ball is coated with chocolate. Then, with two spoons or a dipping fork, remove the peanut butter ball from the melted chocolate, allowing any excess chocolate to drip back into the bowl.

Place the chocolate covered balls back on the baking sheet. When all the balls have been dipped in the chocolate, place in the refrigerator until the chocolate has set. Store in an airtight container for up to two weeks.

Praline Pecans

For a sweet treat, try these Praline Pecans. Be sure to use a heavy saucepan, and work quickly when spooning the pecan mixture onto the wax paper.
Prep: 5 min., Cook: 15 min., Stand: 20 min.
This recipe goes with Praline-Pecan Cakes

Yield: Makes about 8 cups

Ingredients

1 1/2 cups granulated sugar
3/4 cup firmly packed brown sugar
1/2 cup butter
1/2 cup milk
2 tablespoons corn syrup
5 cups toasted pecan halves

Preparation

Stir together first 5 ingredients in a heavy 3-quart saucepan. Bring to a boil over medium heat, stirring constantly.

Boil, stirring constantly, 7 to 8 minutes or until a candy thermometer registers 234°.

Remove from heat, and vigorously stir in pecans. Spoon pecan mixture onto wax paper, spreading in an even layer. Let stand 20 minutes or until firm. Break praline-coated pecans apart into pieces. Store in an airtight container at room temperature up to 1 week. Freeze in an airtight container or zip-top plastic freezer bag up to 1 month.

Southern Living, DECEMBER 2005

Butter Mints, by Aunt Dixie

1/2 tsp. vanilla flavoring

2 lbs. 10x powdered sugar-sifted

3/4 tsp butter flavoring

8 oz.butter

Combine all ingredients in a mixer, with the hook attachment, until a soft dough forms

Adding color is optional (I added pink to mine for the rosettes I made

Knead dough until smooth. roll and cut, or press into molds. I used rose molds

Let dry for atleast 6-8 hours. Store in airtight container

Ready, Set, Bake!

2010-10-03T18:35:00.000-07:00

Oh it's Fall! It's finally Fall!! I absolutely love the weather and good home cooking that comes with this season.

It has been awhile since I have posted, so I am making this one short and sweet. Time to Bake!

I am dedicating this blog to one of my readers- Stephanie Schrolucke. She gave me this beautiful apron for my birthday, and I promised her I would bake a mean batch of cookies in it :)

Isn't it lovely?

I made some Praline Cookies tonight, they smell and taste delightful :)

Aunt Mary Dillon's Praline Cookies

From Martha Stewart Living Omnimedia

Ingredients

1 2/3 cup(s) all-purpose flour
1 1/2 teaspoon(s) baking powder
1/2 teaspoon(s) salt
8 tablespoon(s) (1 stick) unsalted butter
2 1/2 cup(s) light-brown sugar, firmly packed
1 large egg
1 teaspoon(s) pure vanilla extract
1/2 cup(s) heavy cream, plus more if necessary
1 cup(s) sifted confectioners' sugar
1 cup(s) pecan halves, toasted and broken into large pieces

Preheat the oven to 350 degrees. Sift together flour, baking powder, and salt in a medium bowl. Set aside.
In the bowl of an electric mixer fitted with the paddle attachment, cream butter and 1 1/2 cups light-brown sugar on medium speed until light and fluffy, about 2 minutes. Add egg and vanilla. Beat until fully combined. Add dry ingredients, and beat on low speed until combined.
Drop batter in rounded teaspoons onto ungreased baking sheets about 2 inches apart. Bake until firm and barely golden, 10 to 12 minutes. Transfer pan to a wire rack to cool for 5 minutes, then transfer cookies from pan to wire rack.
In a small saucepan, combine remaining 1 cup light-brown sugar and cream. Bring to a boil over medium heat. Cook, stirring constantly, for 2 minutes. Remove from heat. Add confectioners' sugar, and whisk until smooth. (If frosting thickens, thin with cream.) Add pecan pieces. Place cookies on a cooling rack over a lined baking pan. Spoon about 1/2 teaspoon praline mixture onto each cookie.

George Washington Carver knew what's up

2010-08-20T16:25:00.000-07:00

Two words: Peanut Butter.
Why? Because it is the best invention ever. George Washington Carver- genius, Peanuts have to be the most versatile item ever. Remember learning about that in school? Peanuts used for oil, soap, food, clothes, etc. It's like a wonder food- correction, it is a wonder food.

So I am dedicating a blog post to my addiction. Deja vu, seems Ive mentioned my love for peanut butter before.

I like to believe that since peanut butter is such a wonder, that it wont add pounds on me no matter how much I eat. Yeah, I'm pretty sure I'me deceiving myself, considering it's 100 calories per tablespoon! Wow, it sounds worse when I type it out. I guess now would not be the time to mention that I eat peanut bar half a jar at a time.

It pretty much goes with anything and everything. I have tried almost all brands, not much on off brands, but JIF, Peter Pan, Smuckers...I'll eat whatever is on sale. My favorite is probably all natural smuckers, crunchy Peter Pan, and creamy Skippy. One for each type of course. I tried a new type this week, Peter Pan whipped peanut butter. Yum.

Peanut Butter sandwiches- classic

Peanut Butter Banana Sandwich- even bettter

Best combination ever: Chocolate & Peanut Butter

Peanut Butter Fudge- Legit

Peanut Butter Cookies- Comfort food at its best

Liquid Peanut Butter? Heck Yes

They even make peanut butter and chocolate straight out of the jar- I've heard the Peanut Butter Co. is the best, I don't know about that, but this combo was pretty darn good

And the Absolute best BEST invention ever?!
Portable Peanut Butter- thank you!

Getting tired of hearing me ramble on about peanut butter? Good. Because I am going to stop writing and go eat some now

Lemon Cream Crazy

2010-08-18T15:14:00.000-07:00

This is a special for Rebekah at the Cooking Vent

Lemon Cream (adapted from Epicurious)

Frosting:
1 cup heavy cream
1/2 cup confectioners sugar
Lemon curd , chilled

Lemon Curd:

1/2 cup fresh lemon juice
2 teaspoons finely grated fresh lemon zest
1/2 cup sugar
3 large eggs
3/4 stick (6 tablespoons) unsalted butter, cut into bits

Whisk together juice, zest, sugar, and eggs in a 2-quart heavy saucepan. Stir in butter and cook over moderately low heat, whisking frequently, until curd is thick enough to hold marks of whisk and first bubble appears on surface, about 6 minutes.
Transfer lemon curd to a bowl and chill, its surface covered with plastic wrap, until cold, at least 1 hour.

I added 8 oz of cream cheese and an extra cup of powdered sugar to this to thicken it up a bit. It seemed rather soupy at firsty, atleast too soupy to frost a cake. So instead of frosting the cake with it, I used it as lemon cream. So, it being a mix of lemon curd and lemon frosting, it turned into lemon cream. This also made ALOT! With this one batch of lemon cream, I made lemon cream cake, lemon cream cupcakes, and I used it as a drizzle over fresh blackberries- delicious!

Vanilla Cupcakes with Vanilla Buttercream

    adapted from The Hummingbird Bakery Cookbook
    makes 12 cupcakes
    Print this Recipe!
1 cup all-purpose flour
a scant 3/4 cup sugar
1 teaspoon baking powder
1/2 teaspoon baking soda
pinch of salt
3 tablespoons unsalted butter, at room temperature
1/2 cup whole milk
1 egg
1/2 teaspoon vanilla extract
Preheat oven to 350 degrees F.
Put the flour, sugar, baking powder, baking soda and butter into the bowl of a stand mixer fitted with a paddle attachment, or use a handheld beater and beat on slow speed until the mixture is a sandy consistency and everything is combined. Gradually pour in half of the milk and beat until the milk is just incorporated.
Whisk the egg, vanilla and remaining milk together in a separate bowl for a few seconds, then pour into the flour mixture and continue beating until just incorporated. Scrape any unmixed ingredients from the side or the bottom of the bowl with a rubber spatula. Continue mixing until the batter is smooth. Just a few minutes. Do not overmix.
Spoon the batter into paper lined muffin tins, dividing between the 12 cups. Bake for 20-25 minutes or until light golden and a skewer inserted in the center comes out clean. Let the cupcakes cool slightly in the pan, then turn them out onto a wire rack to cool completely before frosting.

Vanilla Buttercream Frosting

from The Hummingbird Bakery Cookbook
makes enough for 12 cupcakes, double this recipe to frost an 8-inch cake
2 cups powdered sugar, sifted
5 tablespoons unsalted butter, at room temperature
2 tablespoons whole milk
1/4 teaspoon vanilla extract
Beat the powdered sugar and butter together in an electric mixer fit with a paddle attachment on medium low speed until the mixture comes together and is well mixed. Turn the mixer speed to low. Combine the milk and the vanilla extract and slowly stream it into the butter and sugar mixture. Once incorporated, turn the mixer to high and beat until the frosting is light and fluffy, at least 5 minutes. The longer the frosting is beaten, the fluffier and lighter it becomes. If you find that your frosting is getting to warm in the summer months, stop beating and set in the fridge for a few minutes. Once chilled, hook the frosting back up the the mixer and beat once more until you reach the desired consistency.

So For the cupcakes, I used a Wilton piping bag, with a round tip, however Wilton does sell an extra long tip made especially for filling cakes (which I recommend buying, I am going to!) Pipe the lemon cream into the top of the cupcakes after they have cooled, before they are iced. Then I dyed the simple vanilla buttercream frosting yellow (about 3 drops)

If y’all really like lemon, you should definately try making the lemon cream cake I gave the recipe for.

Picture-Perfect Picnics

2010-08-15T14:58:00.000-07:00

Summer days are coming to a close. Muggy afternoons, long days wherethe sun doesn't set til 8, afternoon thunderstorms that leave the sky darker than dusk; they all remind me that summer is ending and Fall is near. A comforting thought though as I think about chai tea, pumkins and squash, long-sleeved shirts and jazzy music.

I decided to celebrate the end of summer with all of the new friends I have acquired during my first year in college, and some old. Of course not everyone I invited could attend, but about 12 wonderful people showed up for some food and fun. We planted ourselves at Riverfront Park under the picnic tables for a light lunch- some summer fruits, veggies, and baked goods (of course).

Ashamedly it wasn't the best baking I've done, but was a simple selection of some new recipes I wanted to try.
It gets boring baking the same thing all the time. I had an abundance of lemon cream left over from my sister's Lemon Cream Cake I baked for her birthday, so I decided to put it to good use.

I made these simple vanilla cupcakes from Joy the Baker, and infused them with my special lemon cream, and ta-da! Lemon Cream Cupcakes were born. I dyed the vanilla frosting yellow and piped it prettily atop the cakes.

I also made chocolate chip cookies and cranberry oatmeal chocolate chip cookies;

and last but not least, a spice cake, also courtesy Joy the Baker. I do love her blog. There are so many wonderful recipes, none of which have failed me. Except for this spice cake, but I blame myself. As I blended the ingredients hurriedly, as it was already 11 at night, I realized I had forgotten the sugar; yeah, there's a reason the batter taste salty. So I put the batter back in the bowl and whisked in the cup of sugar. In doing so, the cake flopped- or sank in, rather. So I did what all good bakers do and ate the flopped cake- the whole thing. I made a second one, which turned out perfect!

I packed everything together (I'll spare you the boring details) and high-tailed myself up to Riverfront.

We played some friendly games of frisbee and bocci ball and took alot of photos, courtesy my talented friend Suzannah.

Here are some of the pics she took: Here
And some I took: Here

All in all this so long to summer was hot and tiring, but a memory to be had of friends and fun :)

Special Occasions- my sister's birthday

2010-08-01T17:46:00.000-07:00

Tomorrow my big sister turns 24. Yesterday we drove up to Myrtle Beach and walked around some shops to use some time before dinner. The real reason we went up there was to eat at P.F. Chang's! Her favorite :)

I love to bake, and I wanted to make something special for her. I decided to make a lemon cream cake she could take to her office and share with her co-workers to celebrate her special day, since she has to work.
I am hoping the fresh lemon will cool off a hot summer day.
I got the recipe from Epicurious, the nifty little app on the iPhone. I am addicted to browsing recipes on that thing!

Lemon Layer Cake with Lemon Cream Frosting

For cake layers

2 cups sifted cake flour (not self-rising; sift before measuring)
3/4 teaspoon baking soda
1/4 teaspoon salt
1/2 cup whole milk
2 1/2 tablespoons fresh lemon juice
1 stick (1/2 cup) unsalted butter, softened
1 cup granulated sugar
2 large eggs

For frosting

1 cup heavy cream
1/2 cup confectioners sugar
Lemon curd , chilled

Make cake layers:
Preheat oven to 375°F. Butter 2 (8- by 2-inch) round cake pans and dust pans with flour, knocking out excess.

*It is very important that you spray the pans with pam and flour them- it is essential to the cakes coming out smooth!

Sift together flour, baking soda, and salt. Stir together milk and lemon juice (mixture will curdle).

Beat butter in a large bowl with an electric mixer until creamy. Gradually add sugar, beating until pale and fluffy. Add eggs 1 at a time, beating well after each addition.

Alternately add flour mixture and milk mixture in batches, beginning and ending with flour, mixing at low speed until just combined.

Divide batter between pans, smoothing tops. Bake in middle of oven until a tester comes out clean, about 20 minutes. Cool in pans on racks 10 minutes, then invert onto racks, remove paper, and cool completely.

After the cakes have cooled, I like to use a large serrated bread knife to level the cakes. Just cut off the rounded top to ensure the layers will sit level and avoid a lopsided cake

Lemon Curd Filling:

1/2 cup fresh lemon juice
2 teaspoons finely grated fresh lemon zest
1/2 cup sugar
3 large eggs
3/4 stick (6 tablespoons) unsalted butter, cut into bits

Transfer lemon curd to a bowl and chill, its surface covered with plastic wrap, until cold, at least 1 hour.

Beat cream and confectioners sugar with cleaned beaters until it just holds stiff peaks.

Fold one third of whipped cream into lemon curd to lighten, then fold in remaining whipped cream.

Spread onto first cake layer:

Place second cake layer on top

This recipe called for me to use the same filling as the icing, but it was way too soupy to spread, much less decorate with, so I made a simple buttercream frosting to cover the top and decorate with:

BUTTERCREAM ICING
1 c. granulated sugar 1/2 c. butter or Crisco 1 egg white 1/2 c. butter 1/2 c. lukewarm milk 1 tsp. vanilla Put all ingredients together in small bowl and beat for 5 minutes. At first mixture will look curdled but will smooth out with beating. Spread on favorite cake.

After covering the cake I used my mom's old piping bag and tip to create rosettes around the top

Finish it off with some garnish! I used sliced lemon, yellow daisies, and baby's breath :)

Happy Birthday Rachel! My sister and best friend

Summer Firsts

2010-06-20T16:03:00.000-07:00

Well, I have not written a post yet this month for several reasons, one being that I fractured my arm and had a sling for 2 weeks (making me unable to type dual-handedly, and second being that I don't think I could quite write my thoughts down- let's just say it's been a month of "awkward situations".

Other than that I have been having a blast so far for the start of the summer. It has been remarkably hot and beach weather perfection. The Lord granted me a great job, in which I get to spend time with twenty-two 4-year-olds and show them His heart. They have definately showed me His heart too. I was feeling a little self-conscious my first week of work, because it had only been 2 days since I had fractured my elbow. I suppose I had it in my mind that the kids would think me weird having a sling and all, but of course, God used these little 4 yr olds to pep me up. I had one little boy tell me every day "you look pretty today Miss Sarah", despite me being such a mess! We as humans are entirely too vain, heck, I'm apparently so much so, I needed a 4 year old to remind me that I don't need to care so much how I look. I have to constantly remind myself it is how I act and represent Christ that truly matters.

I went to the beach twice a in one week a couple of weeks ago (alot for me), with two different groups of people, both of which spent most of the time skim-boarding. Now this is a sport that I decidedly look at and say "why on earth would anyone do this and risk getting hurt, when you can just surf?" I also watched as all of my "esperienced friends" suffered cuts and gashes on behalf of this "sport". Leading me to say that i shall never try my hand(or foot) at such.
BUT then I thought of what a literal stick in the mud I can be at times and decided "why not?". Actually I believe my precise words were "I am not that co-ordinated, you put me on that thing and I'll hurt myself".
Ever heard of the power of the tongue? Gotcha!
That's what my little tongue was saying to me. First try, down on my but, injuring my arm on the way down. Yes, For the first time in my life I injured myself. Of all the 19 years of my life and the things I've done this is how I go down. But hey, I got a nice picture out of it, and a great story! I'm not complaining :)

So being the young'in I am, I am recovering quickly and just waiting for my elbow to straighten out (it's so darn stiff!)

I will skip the awkward moments, though if you're really interested just ask, and move right along my list of "summer firsts".

I can now say I have made sushi and eaten sushi, for what will be my first and last time. Don't get me wrong, the ingredients of sushi are good, but leave out the seaweed and fish form. I'll have a bowl of rice, wasabi. soy sauce, carrots & avocado. Everyone I know raves about sushi and couldn't believe I'd never had it, but trust me, once i tried I realized why I never had before! :p

I also got my first DELL :) It was time to bid adieu to my old laptop and purchase a new one, my HP which I replaced with a Dell Studio 15, i5 Pentium Processor, 4gb ram, 15.5 screen, backlit keyboard, black box of goodness :) I am too excited. I have so much memory and speed now that I can run Windows 7 & Linux Mint OS's

I am sure there are other firsts I have experienced so far this summer, but I'll spare you the boredom and ask you, What are 3 Firsts you have had this year?

Commit to God; Book Review 1

2010-05-24T22:48:00.001-07:00

This is my first review post of one of the many books to be finished this summer on my list (as posted in my previous blog). So far I have finished 3 wonderful books since school has ended (all were about half way read though, I don’t read quite that fast!) Nonetheless it feels nice to have a lighter load.
The first book I will write to you about it Elizabeth George’s “Beautiful in God’s Eyes; The Treasures of the Proverb’s 31 Woman”. If there are any guys reading this, don’t tune out because the title says “woman”. I have something to say to you too!!

As I have read the book, “Beautiful in God’s Eyes; the Proverbs 31 Woman”, by Elizabeth George, I have learned so many gems of truth. I encourage every young lady (and woman) to read this book to prepare themselves as Godly women, whether they live single or marry. And what’s more, I see so much information that a man should know too, about what to look for in a Godly wife. I believe young men should read Proverbs 31 and study it, learning what it means to seek out a woman of true beauty.
Not this fake stuff the media calls beauty, but the character, morals, and strength that God calls beauty.
I want to note that many young men see young women searching for the perfect guy. This results in their thinking that they might not be “good enough”. But I would like to tell young men that a perfect man doesn’t exist. And even if you truly don’t deserve a girl right now, I would encourage you to let that be an initiative for you to become a Proverbs 31 man- a man in right standing with God.
You see, every woman wants the best for herself, and every man wants to be the best and have the best for himself. But in this sinful world there are many that feel inadequate or undeserving. If you will but surrender your heart to God and commit your ways to become Godly ways, you become the man or woman the other deserves. Do not settle for because you feel lesser. Only God can change a heart, but once He does, it changes character in return. If you are willing to Him and submit your ways for His ways, you can be ready for the spouse God has picked for you. No one is deserving, but everyone has received grace. Whether or not we accept that grace and let it change us is our decision.
God loves you, beautiful women and strong men. God wants what is best for you. Obviously it is a matter between you and Him whether or not you get married. He has someone picked out especially for you, but until you turn all your focus to Him, and live your life Him, you cannot receive that blessing. You can rush into a relationship, but if God is not first in your life now, He certainly won’t be once you are with someone else. Distraction is all too easy in earthly relationships. But once we commit our affection to Him, and pray for the mate God has for you, He will bring you together in His beautiful timing.
And for those who feel called to be single, or don’t but God calls you to be single, all of Proverbs 31 and this book still apply. Put God first in all of your relationships, love Him and be His “bride”, and you will succeed. It is easy to become distracted too and feel as if you’re missing out on a special relationship. But what can be more special than an intimate relationship with the One who created you?
In today’s society women and men are led to believe that if you are not in a love relationship that something is wrong with you. Even more, you may be taught that your life goal is to find that “perfect someone” and have a nice little family. The reality is though (and I think the wonderful thing!) is that God has created diversity. Single, married, with children, etc. no one person is called to the same life as the next. The key to a fulfilled life is being attuned to God at all times and following His will for your life. Notice I didn’t say know His will for your life, because we will not always know. Sometimes we will have to follow blindly until He reveals His purpose. But that is more than okay, because only the One who created you knows what is best for you and for your life.

One thing leads to another and Cap'n Crunch

2010-05-23T17:41:00.000-07:00

I've been glued to this months edition of WIRED magazine all day- geeky I know. But I made the commitment to read the mag cover to cover this time, instead of skimming over and reading only the articles with the cool pictures. Good idea! Especially considering I ran across the inspiration for this post.

I know school is over for the semester, so I can now analyze all of my problems clearly without that looming fog over my head. Yes, this article "Chaos Theory", encompasses all of my supposed ADD, rabbit trail, never-ending, thought-provoking, mind-bending, headaching study habits; and I thought it was just me!

Turns out, research has been conducted since 2007, by UCLA professor Gary Small, on the topic of how the internet "rewires" our brains. In a nutshell, let me explain:

Do you ever get that feeling that you're no longer productive when studying online? You know how you are reading an online article, and you see every other line has a hyperlink, and you can either not click the link and keep reading (already distracted though), or click the link, read another article, click on another link, and so on.... sigh. This is me.

Back in the 80's when online study techniques were in the future- things looked bright. But almost as soon as they entered this digital learning age, they realized that students would be getting Cognitive Overload.
This results when your brain becomes more stimulated by the constant web-surfing, but not necessarily better stimulated. You are overloaded with information. The analogy given is this: transmitting information from your short-term memory to your long-term memory is like trying to fill a bathtub with a thimble. When you're reading a book, the flow of information is like a steady drip, but all flowing earnestly into the memory. But, when reading online articles, you face many faucets, going different directions, full blast!
The internet interrupts your train of thought and distracts you to click around. One section of the article even says that 90% of those who work a desk job click their email inbox 30-40 times an hour! Addicted?

Well, we've all heard the pros and cons of the internet, and the media overload of today's generation, but this article brought to light all of the frustration that you might not think about while studying.

Crunch-itize me Cap'n!
I read another article about the brains behind Pixar and Toy Story 3. Did you know that when they are in the 1,084 daylong creation process, they sit in their "thinking room" and drink coffee while eating Cap'n Crunch? And when they arein crunch time they stay up all night in their personalized offices, designed however they like. Tiki Paradise? You got it. 1970's Groovy Lounge? yeah man. All I have to say is work may be long, hard, and intense, but if you get to eat Cap'n crunch in a mod room of your taste to work in PIXAR, consider me jealous.

Lighter Fare

2010-05-17T12:51:00.000-07:00

As much as I love the sunny weather and outdoor activities, a light rain like today's is refreshing. It reminds me of all the things I have neglected inside, while frolicking outside, like sewing, cleaning, and cooking dinner.

So tonight's dinner comes courtesy of the rain :)

White Wine Chicken, Roasted Potatoes, Snap Peas, and Warm White Bean Salad

Most likely the light afternoon rain will turn into a thunderstorm :) I do like thunder and lightning- I think I will open all the shades and watch the storm while I cook....

White Wine Chicken

4 (1/4 lb) thin sliced chicken breast cutlets

1/2 tsp salt

1/2 tsp coarse ground black pepper

2 tsp olive oil

1 medium diced onion

1/4 c white wine vinegar

2 tbsp coriander spice

1. Sprinkle chicken with salt & pepper

2. Heat oil in a large skillet over med-high heat. Add chicken and cook through, about 3 minutes per side.

Sprinkle on both sides with coriander.

3. Add onions and white wine vinegar to skillet and simmer until browned. (about 3 minutes)

Roasted Potatoes

1 lb. small red potatoes

olive oil

1 medium onion

sea salt

ground pepper

thyme

crushed basil

parmesan cheese (optional)

1. Slice potatoes into quarters, they will look like wedges.

2. Toss in olive oil and sprinkle with salt, pepper and spices.

3. Bake in oven at 400 for 25 minutes. (If they are still hard in the middle, put under broil for about 3-5 minutes, watching closely.

4. Place in a dish and sprinkle with Parmesan (optional)

Snap Peas

No real directions for this one! Just snap some fresh snap peas by hand and boil on medium heat about 30 minutes. Season to taste.

Warm White Bean Salad

4 tsp olive oil

1 jar roasted red peppers

1 onion, mincedr

2 tbsp fresh (or 1 tsp dried) sage

1 garlic clove, minced

1/4 tsp salt

1/4 tsp pepper

1 can (16oz) cannellini beans (white), rinsed and drained

1. Heat oil in medium skillet. Add the onion, red peppers, sage, garlic, salt, and pepper.

Cook, stirring occasionally, until the sauce thickens; about 5 minutes.

2. Take off heat and stir in beans.

3. Serve in a pretty dish and garnish with fresh sage if you wish :)

NOW is the time

2010-05-13T15:35:00.000-07:00

Well, I could sit here and tell you how many times I have thought the title of this blog, "Now is the time". "Now is the time to (fill in the blank). I have a huge list of things that I want to do in my lifetime; some are not feasible at this time, but there are SO many that are!

So, hopefully for real this time I can say Now is the time. Because starting now, this summer, I will be starting to narrow down that list of things to learn. I just love learning new things, as is evident by the different things I have tried throughout my life, but there are too many more I have interest in. for example:

This summer I will:

1. Put a dent in that reading list. I commit right now to at least finish the books I have already started. Hey, I finished one yesterday!

2. Practice my flute, until I can play like I used to. And maybe even get better than ever! I played for 6 years, but there's many things I have yet to learn about this instrument.

3. Learn to play acoustic guitar. Since we're on the topic of music, my uncle gave me an old guitar last year and I really want t learn it! It seems to be the most popular instrument, which is why I originally didn't like it, but now I say, why not!

4. Get Active and Get Outside! I spend so much time indoors with school, and when I'm not doing that I'm being a computer geek! I absolutely love the outdoors, and while Ive always been fond of running through the grass, I don't get much more athletic than that. So, I shall learn some sports!

5. Get some good Tee Time- As referenced afore, I am not athletic. But two years ago I decided golf was my game, and it originated in Scotland- even better, right?! Well, I never got past the driving range, so my goal is to actually play a game of golf this summer

Well these are just my top five, but there are certainly more on this girl's list. And last but not least, I have been saving some of my favorite skirts over the years to someday make aprons out of them. I keep meaning to do so, but havent yet. Now is the time for that! Especially since I ran across this blog.

Now i have a challenge- make a pinafore apron like that of Alice in Wonderland

I'll post pictures when I'm finished!

What are 5 things you want to do this summer? Now is the time!

Under the Charleston Sun- the Tuscan Way

2010-05-09T19:55:00.000-07:00

Today has been a gorgeous day; the weather was perfect and I celebrated my most wonderful mother. I am truly blessed to have her as my mentor and friend. I love her dearly!

After lunch we spent some time together in the back yard, reading and sipping tea in the backyard. It was hot but there was a slight breeze that shook off the heat right when you needed it.
As I lay on the grass, I picked up my book, "Under the Tuscan Sun". Not to be confused with the Diane Keaton movie this book, written by Frances Mays, is a personal account of one woman's journey (with her husband) to find a home in Tuscany. I read it partly in adventure and partly in jealousy of being able to pick up and move to Tuscany, in a 500 yr. old house on the hillside. Her descriptive language and mental illustrations make the scene come alive as you endure the process of renovating an old castle-like fortress and seeing the sights of Italy. Italian words are thrown in on every page to give you a taste of the language, and just all in all interesting. I suggest you read it.

By the time I decided it was too hot and it was about time to prepare dinner, I was entirely inspired to create a "Tuscan" style dinner. So for my mom (and dad) for mother's day, I set out to use our fresh veggies and meat to create a meal. I ended up with small stuffed bell peppers over risotto, salad, and baked squash.

Tuscan Inspired Stuffed Bell Peppers

1. slice bell peppers in half, and ream out the seeds and pith.

2. Boil 2 cups of water on the stove, and add 1 cup of risotto into the pot. Cook on medium heat about 7-9 minutes, or until cooked and fluffy.

3. Meanwhile, brown 1 lb of ground beef

and dice 2 fresh tomatoes

4. Drain meat, and place by spoonfuls into the hollow half peppers. Follow with a spoonful of diced tomatoes.
Add a few tablespoons of Ricotta cheese, and sprinkle with fresh basil, and end with diced prosciutto and Parmesan cheese. (this picture has the five stages of filling)

After sprinkling on the cheese, place in the oven to bake. I used the broiler, but this kept the bell peppers al dente. To make them soft (suggested), cook on 350 for about 30 minutes (just watch it!)
Serve over risotto, or put risotto in the actual peppers.

I also prepared a fresh greens salad with Gorgonzola cheese, walnuts, sliced apples, and a homemade balsamic vinaigrette

Parmesan crusted squash. For the squash I sliced the squash horizontally in thin slices, and sprinkle with Parmesan cheese and drizzle with olive oil. Bake under broiler until golden brown (about 3-5 minutes)

So much fun to be inspired from a book! Makes the reading that much more worthy of my time, even if it is pleasure reading :) My mantra for this meal comes from page 74 of the book:
"Pear cobbler, pear chutney, pear ice, green igs, fig fritters, and nocciolo tart. May summer last a hundred years"

Thanks to you Mommy for teaching me to cook and blessing me more than I deserve! I love you!

Elvis would've been so proud...

2010-05-06T09:27:00.000-07:00

Yes, it's strange. I had this wonderful dish at a cute little burger place, Sesame. You can build your own burger, or choose from some special little combos they put together, one being The Memphis. Like it was built just for Elvis, this burger is topped with homemade peanut butter, bananas, and bacon. You can choose your meat too-chicken, beef, turkey or beans. I like bean burgers.

All this to say, I have a new favorite burger, what I like to call my
Peanut Butter Banana Bacon Bean Burger.

A mouthful? Yes, in words and food. But it is SO delicious! You must try it. I even made it homemade for myself, today for the first time. If you are daring enough to try it, and love it, here is my recipe:

~~The Memphis~~

1 can of Black Beans

1 cup of bread crumbs

1 Banana

4 slices of Bacon

Peanut Butter (All Natural tastes best)

Choice of Bread (I used Pita)

1. Open the can of black beans and drain.

2. Mash the black beans

3. Add about 1 cup of bread crumbs (this helps you mold the beans into a patty)

4. Mold into a patty and place in a frying pan, cooking on medium-high for about 2 minutes per side

5. Meanwhile, Spread bun with peanut butter and sliced bananas

Place Bacon on top of bean burger, and place on bun.

Remember, you can do this with regular beef, I just like the soft texture of the beans.

I ate this while watching Leap Year for the 3rd time; if you haven't seen it yet, you must! It is hilarious and romantic :)

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Pretty Little Things

2010-05-05T15:40:00.000-07:00

Okay, another homemade recipe! Similiar to the last, I mixed the cake with the icing to form firm squares. I would have preferred to prepare the cakes like traditional petit fours, but the cake started to crumble on me, so I used the same method as I did for the German Chocolate cake squares. I just feel like mixing cake and icing is an informal or unprofessional way to do it, but no matter. I made these little Spring-y cakes for my class party yesterday!

Sarah's Strawberry Petit Fours

1. Prepare a strawberry box cake mix as according to box.

2. Prepare Cream Cheese Icing (as listed below)

3. After cake cools, crumble into a large bowl and stir in the icing.

4. Mold the mix into small 1-inch squares. Refrigerate (about 2 hrs.)

5. After the cakes cool, take out and drizzle with white chocolate. (melt according to pkg, about 45 seconds.)
Drizzle with a fork or spoon in a zigzag motion, creating a pattern.

6. Next, take the pink frosting (as below) and spoon into an icing bag. Using a flat tip, use small, sharp, sweeping motions to create a small flower on top of the hardened white chocolate.

7. Refrigerate one more hour.

Cream Cheese Frosting

8oz. cream cheese
3 c. powdered sugar
1/2 butter (1 stick)
1 tsp. vanilla extract

1. In a mixer, beat butter and cream cheese (room temp). Add 1 tsp. of vanilla.

2. Sift powdered sugar into a small bowl, and add to mixer slowly.

3. Set aside about 1 cup for pink flowers.

Pink Frosting

1. Take the one cup of frosting you set aside, and add 3 drops of red food coloring. (more or less depending on the desired depth of color)

Place on a pretty platter and serve!

Simple & Delicious

2010-05-01T19:04:00.000-07:00

As much as I love to cook, I am tired of it for today! I made desserts last night for my graphic design class today. After sleeping only from 5am to 8:30 am, I woke up and headed to the store to finish the rest of the desserts this morning (see below, I made 6 dozen of those!)

The batch I made last night turned out great, but unfortunately, I had quite a time working on this morning's batch. My chocolate just wouldn't melt! It hardened up into a clump. So lesson learned, when melting dark chocolate morsels, purchase Hershey's and not Ghiradelli (Hershey's is cheaper too!)

Sometimes I see recipes that I mostly like, but have something I would like to change about it. Call me a rebel, but I like to take simple recipes and change them around to make my own! So I did with the common recipe for cake balls. I decided that squares are a little more sophisticated and as I am not a huge fan of Red Velvet (which is the main cake ball flavor) I decided to revamp the recipe. The great thing is that you can use any flavor cake you like and experiment with mix-ins! And with squares you can decorate the tops like
petit fours. I decided to make mine German Chocolate with the coconut/nutty icing.

German Chocolate Cake Squares

Ingredients:
1 box German Chocolate Cake Mix ( I used Duncan Hines)
(eggs and oil, as according to the box)
1 can of the coconut walnut icing (I dont remember the name, but it's Betty Crocker)
1 bag of Hershey's dark chocolate morsels
shredded coconut (optional)

As you can see, there are few ingredients for this recipe!

1. Mix cake and bake as according to the box.
2. Let the cake cool, and crumble into a large bowl with your hands (Yes I washed mine well!)

3. Using a spoon, scoop the icing into the bowl with the crumbled cake

Using your hands mix the cake and icing thoroughly until mushy.

4. Mold into squares, about an 1 inch X 1 inch, and place on a lined cookie sheet

5. Refrigerate for about an hour or two.

6. While the squares are chilling, heat the morsels on medium heat in a double boiler. (if you don't have a double boiler, you can place them in a bowl over a pot of boiling water.

7. Once the morsels have melted, you must act quickly. Using a fork, dip each square into the chocolate, coating thoroughly and letting the excess drizzle off. Place onto another line cookie sheet.

8. Let cool (in the fridge if its a hot day, or they will melt!)
9. I made some with cocount on top and some without, decorate how you wish and enjoy!

Blog Party Giveaway

2010-05-01T00:47:00.000-07:00

Okay, I do not know much about these giveaways, but I do know that they are popping up everywhere, and many people I follow are doing this! If you post 4 random things about yourself you can be entered into a giveaway as linked

So, if you wish to know 4 random things about me, here goes!

1. I think many people know I like peanut butter, but do you really know how much I love it? Alot!
Im talking peanut butter with bananas, apples, rice cakes, jam, shakes, and best of all, straight from the jar!
I literally eat at least 1/4 a cup 3 times a week, I am so scared I will develop a peanut allergy :/

2. I love adventure. I may be quiet and shy but I am not timid. I love trying new things. Prime example: I went shooting today, with a .22 rifle and .32 glock pistol. What fun!

3. I LOVE all things Southern. Think it weird but I just long for spring and summertime when I can walk barefoot and feel the grass and hot pavement on my feet. I try grits at every southern restaurant I go to and I love dressing up in sundresses and pearls! Baking is a great hobby of mine and my favorite past time is spending hours at historical sites absorbing every fact I can about days of old.

4. Although I can't claim any rights of notoriety, I like everyone to know I am distantly related to William Wallace. I can't tell you much about him (just watch Braveheart) but I do know he was a patriotic protector of Scotland. And well, I have always loved everything Scottish and hope to travel there someday! Kilts, bagpipes, and shortbread- I love it all :)

2010-04-29T10:03:00.000-07:00

I have been observing lately the things I say, and that others say, and I love to see the particular phrases unique to each person. For example, lately I have been saying certain words and phrases alot like, "I suppose", "what's that?", "I'm not going to lie..." or "Really?".
It's quite funny actually, and I notice when I spend time with different people that I unknowingly pick up their lingo, like my nephew who says "actually..."

I just love it! Everyone is different and it is funny how people latch on to their own lingo and variations of the same language. I guess it's kind of nerdy, but I just find it fun :)

Are there certain phrases you notice yourself saying alot?

Beautiful Days the Friendship Way

2010-04-28T18:15:00.000-07:00

Finals week has arrived and I have developed a new plan- don't stress out! I have stressed so much this semester to keep up grades, and I've decided that I do better on tests when I actually take a breeak when studying. Yesterday was "Reading Day" for CSU, so I decided a break was in session.

I have been just hankering for a good picnic. Goodness it's been so long since I have been on one of those!
What could be better than eating a healthy lunch out in God's green earth with a great friend?!
Well that is what I think so that is exactly what I did. I thank God for the friendships He has brought into my life these past few months. I am slowly learning that it is okay to hang out every once in a while and no it is not betraying your homework to stop and breathe! Lord knows I am a bookworm and study addict.

One of the friends I have been blessed with is this girl-

Rebekah is as black and white as I am, and I love it! Nothing is more refreshing than knowing that you're always hearing the truth. Needless to say the picnic was fun and the weather was gorgeous!
Let me describe the scene in a few words:
bright, breezy, warm, sunny, flowers, green grass, blue sky, lovely friend, awesome God!

Hope you can go outside and enjoy God's nature in this beautiful weather! My theme song for this day was Heart of Life by John Mayer

Sarah

Single Sentence Sunday

2010-04-25T17:43:00.000-07:00

Haberdashery.
Yes, this is my first time doing Single Sentence Sunday, and for good reason too. It was brought to my attention, that though an affluent (atleast aspiring) fashionista, I had never encountered this term before. Haberdashery is a British word for a simple shop carrying the basic needs such as threads and buttons.
I am so glad to have encountered this word today, because I now have a name for my future aspirations of opening that little boutique someday, and I think I shall name it,

Daylong Shortcakes

2010-04-18T14:26:00.000-07:00

I am officially calling this post" Daylong Shortcakes", because after two recipes, the first failing, I produced delicious shortcakes with lemon cream and strawberries. I used two separate recipes, both from the same cook, to create a homemade shortcake. I spent yesterday with my brother, his wife, and two kids picking strawberries at the festval at Boone Hall. The strawberries were red and plump, so I just knew what I had to do with them.

About that first try and fail, I attempted to convert an British recipe (obviously in metric units) in the American measuring system. Grams->ounces= wrong measurements for Sarah. needless to say the butter outweighed the flour and my circles melted into squares the first few seconds in the oven. So, one hour wasted, I ate half of the dough and began again.

I couldn't have done it all without listening to my bubblegum oldies and feeling the fresh breeze as I baked for 2 hours. I took a break while the dough was refrigerating and went out to the driving range to practice my golf swing. I did pretty well, only missed a couple :).

I have combined the two recipes that used to create my lemon cream strawberry shortcakes for you:

Shortcake Biscuits
1 2/3 cups flour
3 1/2 tablespoons sugar
1 1/2 tablespoons baking powder
1/8 teaspoon salt
6 tablespoons cold butter, cut into 1/2 inch cubes
2/3 cup heavy cream
1 tablespoon turbinado sugar

To make the biscuits: In an electric mixer combine the flour, sugar, baking powder, and salt. Add the butter and mix together until it resembles coarse meal. Add the cream and mix just until the dough comes together (it will be wet and soft).

Turn the dough out onto a sheet of plastic wrap and shape into a 6 inch square, about 1 inch high. Wrap up the square and chill for about an hour.

Preheat the oven to 350 degrees. Cut the dough into 9 biscuits (you can simply cut into squares or use a round cutter - remember the biscuits will expand in the oven). Brush the tops of the biscuits lightly with cream and sprinkle the turbinado sugar over them.
Place the biscuits about 2 inches apart on a parchment lined baking sheet and bake for about 20 to 25 minutes or the biscuits are golden brown. Transfer to a wire rack to cool.

Strawberries :
While the cream and dough are chilling in the fridge, slice up some fresh strawberries!

Lemon Cream
adapted from Pierre Hermé's Desserts
makes about 1 1/2 to 2 cups
1/2 cup sugar
zest from 2 lemons
2 eggs
1/2 cup freshly squeezed lemon juice
5 ounces butter, cut into 1 inch pieces, softened but not melting

Create a water bath by placing a saucepan of water over heat to simmer and placing a metal bowl unto the pan so its bottom does not touch the water. Combine the sugar and lemon zest together with your fingers and add to the metal bowl. Whisk in the eggs and lemon juice.

Cook the mixture over the simmering water, whisking constantly, until the cream reaches 180 degrees and thickens. Keep whisking while the mixture is heating up to prevent the eggs from cooking.
Once the cream is thickened - you should be able to make tracks in the mixture with your whisk - take the cream off the heat and strain it into the bowl of a food processor or blender. Let the cream rest for a bit until it cools to about 140 degrees.

Once the cream is finished pour it into a container and let it chill in the refrigerator for about half an hour before assembly.

I placed a shortcake on the plate, and piped lemon cream on top (hoping it would be thick to create a pattern, but it was thin like a lemon. If you would like to make more like a lemon cream instead of curd, then I suggest mixing this recipe with a recipe for whipped cream, or eggwhites)

Arrange the Strawberries,

Place the strawberries on top and finish off with whipped topping if you like!

Cake Double Feauture

2010-04-10T07:15:00.000-07:00

For Easter Sunday I made two different cakes: a strawberry layer cake from Joy the Baker's Blog and a Vegan Chocolate Avocado Cake from Rebekah Jackson's Blog.
Both turned out great! The second one is different, but I liked it- I love trying new recipes!!

Here are the recipes for both:

Southern Style Strawberry Cake

1 (18.5 ounce) box white cake mix (without pudding)

1 (3 ounce) package strawberry jello

1 Tablespoon self rising flour

4 teaspoons granulated sugar

3/4 cup vegetable oil

4 eggs

1/2 cup water

1/3 cup fresh strawberries, finely diced.

Preheat the oven to 350 degrees F.

To make the cake, combine to cake mix, Jello, flour and sugar in a large bowl. Mix well. Add the oil. Add the eggs one at a time, beating well after each addition

Add the water and strawberries and mix well.

Divide the batter evenly into three 8-inch round baking pans that have been oiled and floured. Bake for 25-35 minutes, or until a tooth pick inserted into the center of the cakes comes out clean and the layers pull away from the sides of the pan.

Transfer the layers from the oven to wire racks. Let them cool, still in their pans, for 10 minutes. After 10 minutes, run a knife around the inside edge of each pan, then unmold each layer onto the racks to cool completely.

Cream Cheese Frosting

1 (8 ounce) block cream cheese, softened

2 sticks (8 ounces) unsalted butter, softened

2 (1 pound) boxes powdered sugar

pinch of salt

1 teaspoon vanilla extract

1 cup sweetened shredded coconut

pink food coloring

4 sliced strawberries

To make the frosting, in a bowl combine the cream cheese and butter. Beat until soft and pliable and no lumps remain. Add one box of the powdered sugar, salt and vanilla extract. Beat until incorporated. Add the second box of sugar and mix until incorporated. If you would like a smoother consistency, and a slash of milk. If you would like a thicker consistency, and a bit more powdered sugar until the desired consistency is achieved.

Put the coconut in a small bowl and sprinkle with two or three drops of pink die. Mix with hands to distribute the color and wash hands immediately.

Frost the Cake

Once the cake is frosted, decorate the top of the cake with the shredded coconut and sliced strawberries. Enjoy! Happy Strawberry Summer!

Vegan Chocolate and Avocado Cake with Avocado Buttercream Frosting:

Ingredients:

For the Cake -

3 cups all purpose flour

6 Tbs. unsweetened cocoa powder

1/2 tsp. salt

2 tsp. baking powder

2 tsp. baking soda

2 cups sugar

1/4 cup vegetable oil

1/2 cup well mashed avocado (about 1 medium avocado)

2 cups water

2 Tbs. vinegar

2 tsp. pure vanilla extract

For the frosting:

8 oz avocado meat (about 2 medium avocados)

2 tsp. lemon juice

1 lb powdered sugar

1 tsp. vanilla extract

Directions:

1. Preheat oven to 350 degrees. Grease and flour 2 cake pans and set aside.

2. Sift together all the dry ingredients except the sugar and set aside.

3. Mash the avocado meat VERY well, trying to get as smooth as possible.

4. Mix all the wet ingredients together, including the super well mashed avocado. Add the sugar into the wet ingredients and stir well.

5. Combine all the wet ingredients with the dry in a bowl and mix by hand with a whisk until well combined.

6. Pour batter into greased cake pans and bake for ~ 30 min. or until toothpick comes out clean.

7. Allow to cool for 15 min. in pans, then carefully transfer to wire racks to completely cool before frosting.

For Buttercream Frosting:

1. Peel and pit the soft avocados. It's important to use the ripest avocados you can get your hands on. If they have brown spots in the meat, avoid those spots when you scoop the meat into the bowl.

2. Place the avocado meat into the bowl of a stand mixer fit with the whisk attachment. Add lemon juice and whisk the avocado on medium speed, until slightly lightened in color and smooth, about 2-3 minutes. You may need to scrape the sides of the bowl several times in order to get smooth.
3. Add the powdered sugar a little at a time and beat. Add vanilla extract until combined. If not using right away, store in the refrigerator. Don't worry, it won't turn brown!

4. Frost the cake!

Feta Spread

2010-04-05T09:45:00.000-07:00

Here is another Mediterranean style recipe, straight from April's issue of Southern Living Magazine.
I will warn you that it is a bitey dip, and has a kick of spice to it as well, so be prepared!

But to my delight, I also found that it tastes similiar to the oil & spice dip they serve at Carrabba's with their bread, just thicker (because of the cheese).

I ate mine with Triscuits, which offered a nice salty rough counterpart to the smooth spice of the dip. I also think that WheatThins or pita chips would be a nice pairing as well.

Pulse 8oz crumbled feta cheese, 2 tbsp olive oil (I used a little more) 1 tbsp lemon juice, 1 tsp finely chopped pepperoncini peppers, 1 tsp minced garlic, 1 tsp chopped fresh oregano, 1/2 tsp. dried crushed red pepper, and 1/8 tsp black pepper (I omitted this, it's spicy enough!) in a food processor 6 to 8 times or until combined, stopping to scrape side.
Cover and chill 2 hours before serving. Store in fridge up to 3 days, makes 1 cup.

I must say, I did NOT chill it for 2 hrs before I ate it, I wanted it for lunch! And it tasted just fine, in fact, it was easier to spread. Like I said, I ate it with Triscuits but I am sure pita chips would be grat.
I also spread it on a whole wheat wrap and tossed some spinach, cranberries and nits on top and rolled it up for a saladd wrap, delicious!

Spring has arrived!

2010-04-03T19:20:00.000-07:00

I spend the afternoon outside- it is 85 degrees. I am cooking vegetables on the grill with steak and chicken; I walk inside and look at my feet to see they are covered in bright yellow pollen. Ahhh yes, it is Spring!

My mind is so happy yet my body hates me. My head is stuffy and my breathing isBut on the brighter side, the weather is great to do the things I like with the people I love.

Last Sunday I went in a paddle boat with my nephew, in a skirt. Yep, that's right, southern girls paddle in a skirt! The family grilled out and had a relaxed dinner outside friday, and today I went to the beach. Not to mention I can now spend hours reading outside and practicing my golf swing. Which reminds me how out of sorts I am, as I pulled a muscle doing such last week.

All of these things are breathtaking, but the most beautiful thing about the Springtime is the celebration of our Lord's death and resurrection. Tomorrow is Easter Sunday, and as I am busily baking and spending time with family and friends, I must not forget the sacrifice that gave me my life.

Last night I went to Seacoast's production, The Thorn. It was wonderful. Humorous at times, it depicted the life of Jesus through the eyes of John (the Beloved). For the most part, however, it was heartaching, and reminded me of the great sacrifice-gift of love- that Jesus gave His life so that I may have mine. My selfish, happy life that I enjoy because of His payment for my sins. I couldn't help but cringe every time they whipped Jesus.

Please take time to remember why we celebrate Easter, and during the whole season of Spring, take the effort to look around you and notice God's creation. Smell the flowers, listen to the birds, lay in the grass- and just be still; you will hear God's voice in the silence of the breeze!

Happy Easter, and welcome Spring!

written to the sounds of the SoundScapes channel

2010-04-01T19:18:00.000-07:00

I have been made aware by a fellow blogger that April is poetry month!
I am too tired at the moment to think of a poem I really enjoy, however, it being April 1st, I feel I should post something of poetic consequence.

So for now, I will post a few line poem I wrote a few months ago:

Changing my style

2010-03-29T19:09:00.000-07:00

So I have been thinking for months now about how I need to get serious and eat healthy. Mind you, though I have "eaten healthy" off and on for a long time now. And sometimes I do really well! Only to find myself eating half a dozen cookies and brownies and sticking my head in a bowl of icing a week later.
So I figured the only way to change my habits is to change my style- life style.

Thus, over spring break I picked up some books on yoga poses and mediterranean cookbooks.
I still have yet to try all of the yoga poses (though I do take a class at my gym, so Im pretty familiar).
But I have read this Mediterranean lifestyle book and tried many of the recipes (ie: gelato and shortbread cookies). I have even become confident enough to create my own mediterranean dishes like my Greek pasta salad and roasted red pepper hummus.

I am really enjoying trying to eat this way. It is not just about eating however. It is also about how you spend your time; taking time to stop and think, not about work or school, but family, friends, etc.
I have found myself spending more time with my friends and valuing my time with my family.
What a wonderful way to start spring!

So while I am making these dishes, ranging from Greek to Italian, I am listening to soft jazz, reading books about picking up and moving to Italy, and stretching into pose, and most importantly, valuing life for what it is.

If you've always wondered about the "Mediterranean Diet" (lifestyle), I can tell you more about it! I would love to share this experience with you; the more the merrier and lighter the load!

Gelato- Italian for icecream

2010-03-28T12:19:00.000-07:00

Yet another delicioso reipe from my Mediterranean cookbook- Chocolate Gelato! It is oh so easy- I made two batches in less than 30 minutes.

Makes 3 cups. Ingredients:

3 tbs. unsweetened cocoa powder
1/2 sugar
2 1/2 c. milk
3 egg yolks
1 tsp vanilla extract

Directions:

1. Combine cocoa powder and half of the sugar into a small bowl. Stir in just enough milk (about 1/4 c.) to form a paste, whisking completely.

2. Place the rest of the milk in a saucepan and bring to a boil. Slowly pour about 1/4 cup hot milk into the paste, whisking constantly. (This is called tempering; this ensures the chocolate paste doesn't burn when you pour it into the pot)

3. Stir the paste into the boiled milk and continue cooking on a lower heat. Simmer for 5-7 minutes, stirring constantly, then remove from heat.

4. Beat together the egg yolks and remaining sugar until pale in color.
Add a few tbs of the hot milk mixture into the yolks, beating constantly. (tempering in this situation keeps the eggs from scrambling) (I used a basting tube to drop a few tbs in)
Add the yolk mixture into the pot.

5. Return the pan to heat and cook on medium until temperature reaches 185 deg. on a candy thermometer.
Remove from heat

6. strain the mixture into a large bowl using a fine mesh strainer.

Saturday Morning French Toast

2010-03-27T18:50:00.000-07:00

Wednesday as my brother and I were watching tv, we saw a showdown of french toast on Food Network, with the winner being a stack of fluffy guava stuffed french toast- it looked amazing. At the moment we both decided that saturday morning called for french toast. I went onto the Food Network site and couldn't get the recipe, so I decided to try my own.

I went to Publix and picked up all of the strawberry themed stuff I could find (I figured strawberry is a good typical flavor) and brought it to my brother's house. I think it turned out pretty well,

Sarah's Stuffed Strawberry French Toast

Cream Cheese spread
Smuckers strawberry jam
Cool Whip strawberry dip
Smuckers Red Raspberry syrup
fresh strawberries- sliced
12 Grain Bread
2 eggs
powdered sugar

Directions:

1. Take two slices of whole grain bread, and spread one side with a layer of cream cheese spread. Spread strawberry jam on top of the cream cheese (make it thick enough to taste between the bread)

2. whisk two eggs in a shallow bowl, and dip both sides of the sandwich into the egg.

3. Heat a frying pan to medium heat, and spray with cooking spray. Put toast into pan and fry about 2 minutes per side

Remove and place on a dish

4. while warm, slice the toast diagonally. Place a dollop of strawberry cool whip on each slice of french toast

5. arrange sliced strawberries to the side of the cool whip, on top of the toast

Sprinkle with powdered sugar and drizzle with strawberry syrup. Eat while it's warm!

Habakkuk

2010-03-25T19:28:00.000-07:00

There are so many things to say about the nation's situation today, that everytime I finish a blog, I think of something else I'd like to say.
But I don't want to diminish the impact of anything I've said before, and I don't want to diverge into a rant. This is my final view on politics (for the moment)

About this time last year, I posted an entry about the book of Habakkuk and how it applies to our nation today.
I would like to re introduce that thought, because so often you can read things multiple times and get a different response each time.

Habakkuk 1:2-4 relates to our current troubles. While Habakkuk was speaking to God about Babylon's troubles, I feel as if we could take upon his petitions as our own.

Habakkuk 2:5-14 parallels leaders, whether they be local or national, I think we have all encountered a few like this.

Habakkuk 3:17-19 brings us hope and consolation in this turbulent time.

These verses I have referenced are only Habakkuk's side of the story.
I encourage you, as it is only 3 books long, to engage and read the book of Habakkuk for yourself, and pray and ask God what it is He would have you do for our nation.

Cranberry Cornmeal Cookies

2010-03-24T14:48:00.000-07:00

3/4 lb unsalted butter; room temp.
1 1/2 c. sugar
2 eggs
2 tsp vanilla
3 c. unbleached all-purpose flour
1 c. cornmeal
1/2 tsp salt
2 c. dried cranberries

1. Preheat oven to 350 degrees. Put butter and sugar in a large bowl, and cream until smooth with a mixer.
2. Add the eggs one at a time and beat well. Add vanilla, beat well.
3. In a separate large bowl, whick flour, cornmeal, salt, and baking powder. Stir these dry ingredients into the sugar-butter mixture. Fold in cranberries.
4. Place on a greased cookie sheet, and bake for 8-10 minutes. Bake until golden brown; should be crispy but not burnt.
5. Let cool and enjoy!

Health Care; part two

2010-03-23T08:26:00.000-07:00

So it's another day, and today is the day that President obama will sign the Health Care Reform into law.

What a treacherous day in history. Now to finish, or atleast continue, my blog about the provisions of this bill. But first, I would like to address a major problem with the voting process that went on behind this bill. The most disturbing facet of this whole issue is that so many of the representatives were payed off to vote for this bill. PAYED OFF, meaning, promises for their certain states and personal benefits. Okay, if you have to buy votes, I think it is quite ibvious that there is something wrong this this legislaion that is putting sane people against it! Not to mention the fact that 39 states are in the process of passing lesgislaton to repeal this federal law. Do you think that the nation wanted this bill passed? Isn't it quite obvious, Washington, that you voted AGAINST the American's wishes? Are you not "representatives" of the PEOPLE? You are not there for yourselves (well, you are, but you shouldn't be). you are there to do what your name says, represent the people of your state, and the people of your state didn't want this!! (with the exception of a few really liberal states).

Okay, back to the legislation. So you are getting free healthcare? Isn't government already in debt from all of the economic turmoil of last year? So my question is, where are they getting the money to pay for your insurance? Oh, yes, I know, from you! So you re still paying, but you don't know it. Especially the more fortunate (rich).

We must get something straight- healthcare, or health insurance, is NOT a fundamental right; it is not!
Yes, it is unfortunate that there are people who cannot afford insurance, yes, it is. But the harsh truth is, that is life. People all around the world are sick, and poor, and dying. It is inevitable, no one can stop it. And this legislation will not stop deaths, I can almost bet you that it will cause more deaths, because of wait lines.

President, Government, you cannot force me to purchase health care. Yes, obviously, I want it; I need it. But forcing me to takes away my freedom. If you are forcing me to be free, I am not free. What an oxymoron.

There is a site that has a poll on the sidebar, and I voted. It was a yes or no question of whether or not you would like to repeal this healthcare bill. After only one day of being law, I clicked, yes, and you know what the poll result was? 100%. I do not know how many people took the poll, but I am sure it was alot; and 100% voted to repeal it. This is the voice of the people; and you are not listening Congress. Get your money hungry hands off of my freedom and vote like you have integrity!

Health Care Rundown
http://www.contractfromamerica.org/

Health Care; part one

2010-03-22T11:25:00.000-07:00

I don't even know where to begin. That is a problem. I have been in and out with the news lately, going through days where I am politically active and raving about Glenn Beck and his views; then the next day I am designing and baking, and other artsy stuff. I am afraid it is a scale I have yet to balance in my mind between my duties as a citizen and my whims of being a young person. But this blog is not about me. This blog is about how I, and every other American, have forsaken our duties of waking up the drones of Congress and telling them what we really want.

I suppose I will start off by saying that, while I don't know everything covered in this healthcare reform bill (but neither does Congress), I do know that it is a large step to socialized medecine.

I began to write this last night, but as I finish today, I am changing my path. I was going to review the President's speech on this devastating legislation, but I have decided to instead make you familiar with the issue at hand. My purpose is not to give you a biased opinion, or to completely bash the Democrats ( though it might do that to itself naturally) because I want to present the truth and let you decide for yourself.
This is not the time to get involved in spewing partisan opinions (party vs party), but for citizens to wake up and look opposition in the face.

All that said, let's start with President Obama's view of the legislation (bill):

"The proposal will make health care more affordable, make health insurers more accountable, expand health coverage to all Americans, and make the health system sustainable, stabilizing family budgets, the Federal budget, and the economy"

Okay, so President Obama thinks it's a cure all for our healthcare woes. He is presenting the typical "change overnight" vision that the charismatic, well-liked and voted for politicians hang all over. This sounds good, but is it really?

The Health Care Reform Bill as presented by the President and his affiliates provides that:

It makes insurance more affordable by providing the largest middle class tax cut for health care in history, reducing premium costs for tens of millions of families and small business owners who are priced out of coverage today. This helps over 31 million Americans afford health care who do not get it today – and makes coverage more affordable for many more.
It sets up a new competitive health insurance market giving tens of millions of Americans the exact same insurance choices that members of Congress will have.
It brings greater accountability to health care by laying out commonsense rules of the road to keep premiums down and prevent insurance industry abuses and denial of care.
It will end discrimination against Americans with pre-existing conditions.
It puts our budget and economy on a more stable path by reducing the deficit by $100 billion over the next ten years – and about $1 trillion over the second decade – by cutting government overspending and reining in waste, fraud and abuse.

But can we really expect all of this to be provided? Here is my biggest beef with this whole issue, put simply:

Government is mandating (making law) the purchase of insurance. State governments are , by law, required to provide insurance for every citizen. Constitutionally, this is a violation of freedom. Yes, they are saying we are now "free" to have health care, free for every American to have health insurance, but nothing with the growing government is free. You have heard the saying, "freedom isn't free", and it's true. Anytime the government hands you something, there are strings attached. I won't even try to sugarcoat it. If they are giving you something as monumental and vital as healthcare, you can be assured that you are not free to do whatever you want with it; be assured of that. You will now be obligated to go to the physicians they choose.
I have a feeling (this is personal opinion) that healthcare will beome districted. Just like going to a public school within your district is mandatory for education, so going to a physician in your district will be mandatory.

I hate to be cynical, but sometimes practicality is cynical, because it's the truth. There will be fine print. If there isn't now, there will be. If it sounds too good to be true, you can be darn right it is. Do you really think that everyone will just go about life, getting free healthcare, worry-free and painless? Won't there be lines, and forms, and regulations? There always have to be regulations. They may not be the same regulations that keep many from procuring health insurance now, but they will be different forms.

Hypothetically, suppose you are richer than many Americans, and you and a person with less income than you are "in line" to be treated for an illness, who do you think they will take first? You both "pay" the same amount, so what determines the order? Well, as people are complaining now that the rich are being seen more than those who cant afford to pay (which by law of human nature and greed is true) it will now be turned around. That is not the problem. The problem will lie to when it comes to what your illness is. Will someone who needs a minor surgery like tonsils being taken out be put before someone who needs a heart transplant? You wouldn't think so, but now that everyone is equal, healthcare is at a first come first serve basis. If you're in line first, you get the aid. Who cares that you're bleeding inside and dying on the steps of the hospital (pardon my dramatics), if you're behind the person with the sore throat you will just have to wait your turn.

Now you may be thinking, where in the world am I getting this absurd analogy from. I will tell you where: Countries that are warning us silently that their health system is killing them. You may have heard much about Canada's health system; I don't care what Congress denies, I tell you it is true. I have personally talked to someone from Canada who says that there are people, in dire need of vital surgery, waiting at home to get a call from the hospital saying they an come in for treatment. Why? Because they are on a waiting list. Anytime you provide health care for a whole nation (think millions of people) there will be a line. This is going to be like Dinsey World waiting lines in mid July - on steroids.

I have more to say about this but I will give your eyes and mine a break for awhile. Please just sit for a moment and think about this. This is not a leisure reading or tv sitcom, this is to be taken seriously! This is happening to you! In the meantime, please watch this video.

Just click on the blue letters, it will link you to a news coverage vid on Rep. of Ohio Jim Boehner's response:

Shame on America- Boehner

Chicken Pot Pies

2010-03-17T11:30:00.001-07:00

So the pictures for tonight's meal will not be quite as clear, seeing as I left my new camera in someone else's car.

But still, here they are!

I just love chicken pot pies, they have to be my favorite comfort food! Whether ut's raining, cold, or just a sleepy kind of day (as today seems to be) they are so smooth and creamy, and the crust is flaky and golden brown.

I am too lazy at the moment to post the recipe, so I will post it with the picture of the finished product.
Bon Apetit!

2010-03-16T20:20:00.001-07:00

Sometimes I wonder if me wanting change is a bad thing. In a general sense, I think of change as a good thing: changing behavior, changing habits, etc. But I have to wonder, is my wanting to change things dissatisfaction? Is it selfish for me to want change, am I unhappy with the blessings God has given me?

I hope not. I do tend to desire to do many different things, and then become bored with them. On the other hand I cannot help but think that it is a frustration in complacency. I may only be 19 years old, but already I feel like I am swimming in a body of stagnant water. I and the people around me are stuck in the routine, and breaking habits is a constant struggle I face.All of this is so frustrating to me.

One of my biggest frustrations is something that I put to the back burner. Tonight at church, the message spoken reminds me of this burning passion I have against my life. I live inside of the church. I serve there and love God with my whole heart. These are very good things, until I realize that I am replacing people with deeds.

I am such an introverted person, that it is way too easy for me to serve by myself, and not speak a word to anyone. But if I continue doing this, how will I tell people about Jesus Christ?
The most liberating thing happened the other day, actually two days in a row. I had 2 people in the same coffee house notice that I am a follower of Christ, and both asked me my views on Christianity and Government. This could not have been a coincidence! I believe this is God showing me how beautiful it is to tell others about Him.

I realize how utterly lame this must sound, considering many Christians have been approached about their faith before. But for me, a quiet as I said before, this comes as a revelation. One I have been struggling to accept all these years. The revelation that I may have something worthwhile to say to someone, and about my Love!

I have also been encouraged lately to pursue something I never thought I'd have a desire to do. I am still weary about it, but my anger against my complacency right now almost makes me want to forget all my inhibitions and pursue that dream. I want so badly to leave all of my "big-picture" thinking behind and just live life. I am always so engrossed in planning ahead that I think I unknowingly take my life out of God's hands and place it in mine. This is a scary place I DO NOT WANT TO BE.

I need change, I need to leave!

Breakfast Boring You?

2010-03-08T18:58:00.000-08:00

I try to eat breakfast every day, because as you know, "it is the most important meal of the day". But sometimes breakfast becomes so mundane. It seems like I am always eating eggs or oatmeal; so, on the weekends, I try to experiment a bit. On friday I made my own version of the McGriddles sandwiches at McDonald's Im not a huge fan of McDonalds, but I really enjoy their breakfast. So I made a sanwich (really twice its size) with bacon, eggs, and cheddar cheese between two waffles. I then toasted it until the cheese melted. It was good but a little dry, next time I will either butter the waffles or add syrup for dipping.

Sunday, I made a recipe I found online. Crunchy Bran French toast. Basically it is 2 slice of whole wheat bread, spread with cream cheese and low sugar orange marmalade. Put the pieces together to make a sanwich, dip in egg, and dip in bran flakes. fry in a pan about 2 minutes each side and viola! Sprinkle with powdered sugar and pair it with (soy) milk and you have a semi healthy breakfast!

Nanner Puddin'

2010-03-08T18:34:00.000-08:00

Original Nilla Banana Pudding

Layers of Nilla wafers, creamy pudding and fresh banana slices are the stars of this American classic.

Prep: 30 mins - Cook: 15 mins - Cool: 15 mins

3/4 cup sugar, divided
1/3 cup all-purpose flour
Dash salt
3 eggs, separated
2 cups milk
1/2 teaspoon vanilla extract
45 NILLA Wafers, divided
5 ripe bananas, sliced (about 3 1/2 cups), divided
Additional NILLA Wafers and banana slices, for garnish

1. Mix 1/2 cup sugar, flour and salt in top of double boiler. Blend in 3 egg yolks and milk. Cook, uncovered, over boiling water, stirring constantly for 10 to 12 minutes or until thickened. Remove from heat; stir in vanilla.

2. Reserve 10 wafers for garnish. Spread small amount of custard on bottom of 1 1/2-quart casserole; cover with a layer of wafers and a layer of sliced bananas. Pour about 1/3 of custard over bananas. Continue to layer wafers, bananas and custard to make a total of 3 layers of each, ending with custard.

3. Beat egg whites until soft peaks form; gradually add remaining 1/4 cup sugar and beat until stiff but not dry. Spoon on top of pudding, spreading evenly to cover entire surface and sealing well to edges.

4. Bake at 350°F in top half of oven for 15 to 20 minutes or until browned. Cool slightly or refrigerate. Garnish with additional wafers and banana slices just before serving.

Makes 8 servings

Nutritional Info Per Serving:
287 calories, 6 g protein, 50 g carbohydrate, 7 g total fat, 2 g saturated fat, 117 mg cholesterol, 134 mg sodium, 1 g dietary fiber

This recipe created by McCormick, Inc.

An original recipe

2010-03-08T18:32:00.000-08:00

Last week I decided to write a few recipes, considering I cannot remember the last time, if any time, I have written a recipe. Thus, I came up with a pretty successful meal that my family likes, and it is easy to be creative with. I decided to try something healthy with alot of flavor, so I devised a Japanese recipe which I put into little takeout containers I bought from the craft store. I did not write out actual measurements so here's the name and ingredients:

Strip Steak Stir Fry with Vanilla Dijon Sauce over Jasmine Rice

Just like it sounds, I caramelized purple onions with green bell peppers, and let them steam. I added strips of flank steak and poured over the sauce (vanilla, honey, dijon mustard, and soy sauce). I then poured that over jasmine rice, and put them into the takeout boxes.

I encourage anyone who wants to just try something they just thought up, or if something sounds like it will go together. You may be surprised to find a new family favorite!

Bureaucracy never looked so good

2010-03-05T13:01:00.000-08:00

I know what you must be wondering what in the world Bureaucratic cookies are, and if they're edible.
The name is what I affectionately call the "Official Government bureaucracy Cookies".

Now, call me a nerd, but in the textbook for our Government class this semester, there is a recipe for these cookies; I just knew I had to try them! They aren't your typical chocolate walnut cookies, oh no. The difference you will see is the wording. It is the language of Bureaucratese. For those of you who know about Bureaucrats may find this funny, but for those of you who don't, well, go Google Bureaucrat.

Now I love a good challenge, and I love a good cookie, so here is the recipe I decoded and baked just for you! ( okay not for you to eat, but for you to see!)

Official Government Bureaucracy Cookies

Output: Six dozen cookie units.
Inputs: 1 c. packed brown sugar
1/2 butter softened
2 eggs
1/2 tsp salt
1 c. chopped pecans or walnuts
1/2 c. white sugar
1/2 c. shortening
1 1/2 tsp vanilla
1 tsp baking soda
12 oz. semi-sweet chocolate chips

Method of Preparation: Guidance: After procurement actions, decontainerize inputs. Perform measurement tasks on a case-by-case basis, in a mixing type bowl, impact heavily on brown sugar, granulated sugar, softened butter and shortening. Co-ordinate the interface of eggs and vanilla, avoiding an overrun scenario to the best of your skills and abilities. At this point in time, leverage flour, baking soda, and salt into a bowl and aggregate. Equalize with prior mixture and develop intense and continuous liaison among inputs until well-coordinated.Associate key chocolate and nut subsystems and execute stirring operations. Within this time frame, take action to prepare the heating environment for throughput by manually setting the oven baking unit by hand to a temperature of 375 degrees fahrenheit (190 degrees celsius). Drop mixture in an ongoing fashion from a teaspoon implement onto an ungreased cookie sheet at intervals sufficient enough apart to permit total and permanent separation of throughputs to the maximum extent practicable under operating conditions.Position cookie sheet in a bake situation and surveil for 8 to 10 minutes or until cooking action terminates. Initiate coordination of outputs within the cooling rack function. Containerize, wrap in red tape, and disseminate to authorized staff personnel on a timely and expeditious basis. Output: Six dozen official government chocolate-chip cookie units. Total lead time: 35 minutes.

Music I'm baking to: Natalie Cole: Still Unforgettable

Quotes

2010-02-11T18:21:00.000-08:00

"The chains of habit are generally too small to be felt until they are too strong to be broken."

Category:Character

Author:Samuel Johnson

"Men show their character in nothing more clearly than by what they think laughable."

Category:Character

Author:Johann Wolfgang

1. "Courage is almost a contradiction in terms. It means a strong desire to live, taking the form of a readiness to die."

Category:Courage

Author:G.K. Chesterton

Courage is contagious. When a brave man takes a stand, the spines of others are stiffened."

Category:Courage

3. "Where law ends, tyranny begins."

Category:Government

Author:John Locke

9. "If thou hast the place of a magistrate, deserve it by thy justice and dignify it by thy mercy. Be not too severe, lest thou be hated; nor too remiss, lest thou be slighted: so execute justice that thou mayest be loved; so execute mercy that thou mayest be feared."

Reference

Category:Government

Author:Francis Quarles

"Self-denial is the test and definition of self-government."

Category:Government

Author:G.K. Chesterton

"To have a right to do a thing is not at all the same as to be right in doing it."

Category:Good and Evil

Author:G.K. Chesterton

"The coziness between church and state is good for the state and bad for the church."

Reference

Category:Church

Author:G.K. Chesterton

8. "Coincidences are spiritual puns."

Reference

Category:Miscellaneous Quotes

Author:G.K. Chesterton

"Reason is always a kind of brute force; those who appeal to the head rather than the heart, however pallid and polite, are necessarily men of violence. We speak of 'touching' a man's heart, but we can do nothing to his head but hit it."

Category:Theology

Author:G.K. Chesterton

2. "The Christian ideal has not been tried and found wanting; it has been found difficult and left untried."

Category:Devotional

Author:G.K. Chesterton

3. "If I did not believe in God, I should still want my doctor, my lawyer and my banker to do so."

Category:Atheism

Author:G.K. Chesterton

"If there were no God, there would be no atheists."

Category:Atheism

Author:G.K. Chesterton

"Politics---the art of obtaining money from the rich and votes from the poor on the pretext of protecting each other from the other." Oscar Ameringer

"Conscience is what hurts when everything else feels so good."

Reference

Category:Conscience

Author:Author Unknown

VOICE, OR VICE?

2010-01-28T19:24:00.000-08:00

Voice- a powerful thing; good, bad, strong, weak.....O. An "O" is the only thing phonically that separates voice from what it is, to what it can be. Vice- powerful, bad; stronghold.weakness

I have to wonder, in general, what do you use your voice for? Do you like to speak? Do you talk, alot? Is what you are saying productive, destructive...? Do you offend, defend...? Do you encourage, discourage...?

A voice is something that reverberates from the soul. A thought we can only feel in our minds and doesnt make sense until we can say it aloud. A voice can speak up for the lost, the lonely. Used as a political tool, it can persuade. We can help those who need help, speak for those who, metaphorically, dont have a voice. Bring hope, courage, healing.

On the contrary, our speaking can be our greatest vice. We can tear people apart with our words. We can talk meaningless banter; pride ourselves. We can talk about others, we can talk about ourselves, but what merit does it have if we dont use our heart? Behind a passionate voice is more than strong vocal chords, it is a strong soul.

A voice is used to sing, to make melody. What a beautiful sound! Our voice can be used for many different things, but sometimes, something that comes so naturally to us, we may have to stop and think, "is it beneficial?" We may not think before we speak. But like our thoughts dont ring quite as clear until we speak them, so our speak will not make sense if we dont think.

Better yet, do we let God speak through us? Do we close of the portal of our mind to our mouth to let God infiltrate our voice?

Some abstract thoughts on a random topic, but sometimes, I just wonder....

Exodus 4:11

Then the Lord asked Moses, “Who makes a person’s mouth? Who decides whether people speak or do not speak, hear or do not hear, see or do not see? Is it not I, the Lord?
Exodus 4:10-12

Psalm 19:14

¹⁴ May the words of my mouth and the meditation of my heart
be pleasing in your sight,
O LORD, my Rock and my Redeemer.

For out of the overflow of his heart his mouth speaks.Luke 6:45

A new blog!

2010-01-14T08:58:00.000-08:00

For those of you that do read my current blog, I will selfishly ask you to also read my newest blog- www.saruwadesigns.blogspot.com

This is a project for my Art 218 class at CSU. To learn more about it go there and read my intro!

2009-10-25T19:00:00.000-07:00

When everything around me fades, Your love speaks in many a way
Your love so deep and arms spread wide, I feel the urge to run and hide
But what good would it do? It's pointless I see
Because you know every little thing about me

You made me I know, though its hard for me to grasp:
that all my faults shine through and still you love me alas

And this is where I falter, my mistake shone clear
You embrace me no matter what, I am your dear

I deserve punishment for my sin- not once or twice, but again and again!
Redemption is free, All I have to do is ask, believe it, receive it!

No stubborn ways, no foolish pride, one soft request and You're by my side
You forgive, but I must repent, turn away now run from my sin!

I know it, I cant admit, this lifestyle I live, this place in which I sit
It's heartbreaking,mindwrenching- too frustrated I forfeit
But please, Oh Lord look my way
I need you now to take this pain

Thank you for your truth, your glory is real
It's the only thing that removes this shame I feel

Glory to God, in the highest, amen!
My life to you- for your purpose again!

Check out Young & Free South Carolina - Vote for Bands

2009-09-10T09:50:00.001-07:00

Vote for Meet the Sky:

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thoughts of You

2009-09-06T14:01:00.001-07:00

when life gets rough and all seems lost, just take a moment, survey the cross.
There is One who loves you, you shall never be alone, after all has been said, even after all you've done.
His wonders and grace are amazing still, so relax and be quiet, breathe through the spirit, and know His will.
when we are tired, He is our rest
Though we may be broken, or feel empty inside we keep striving, He deserves our best.
for all who are lonely, are there any weak?
forlorn and forgotten, wanting to cry, needing to speak.
Try my love, rest in my arms, stand close to me now, receive my peace. Your love Oh Lord astounds me, pulls me to the ground. I long to give you worship, but I cannot make a sound.
My heart beats rapid, like a lover deep in thought, my minds rests still, my lungs breathe deep, I have found what Ive sought.
You are my goal, my future and my today, I worship you Almighty
I give you my thoughts, actions, everything I say. for it is worthless without you, inhabiting every phrase, without you I want nothing, I desire to be yours and give you my praise

Stop Obamacare

2009-08-06T06:48:00.001-07:00

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Velocity Side 2

2009-08-05T06:40:00.000-07:00

Can I just say we have some seriously talented people leading our youth? Because we do!
VELOCITY summer camp was a huge success.

Their creativity and earnest hard work really payed off as I watched 80 teens split up into 8 teams and battle it out to win the "golden sombrero" of victory.

Each day I enjoyed watching the efforts of some of the most creative people come alive as they led the teens in games ranging from human battleship to heads dipped in chocolate syrup and bobbing for gummy worms in cereal (if you weren't there you might need an explanation for these).
Rahel is a phenomenal games coordinator and knows how to have fun!

Anita and I had the pleasure of getting 20 goldfish at the nearest WallyWorld 20 miles away- Oh what fun that walmart woman had trying to catch the fish out of the tank- I almost thought I could do it myself! And the fish about half died before they even got to Kyle, as we decided to go the self-checkout way- Note to Self: never go through self-checkout with a bag of 20 fish and one barcode. Those fish were doing the wiggle jiggle under the scanner and I was in constant need of the manager's entry code. :)

And the worship experience? Never have I seen anyone work quite as hard as our band did, setting up a complete stage, with a vibrant backdrop displaying our Velocity Logo. We had projected slides on each side of the room, for the kids to sing along during worship, and a carpet that bid you to come and bow before God in praise! I laid on that carpet so many times just to feel the presence of God in that place. I cannot write a blog without thanking Brian, Ricky, Josh, Brittany, and Olivia- I simply cannot imagine singing for 7 services in 4 days- amazing.

Of course we couldn't hear it if it weren't for Mike Wingler, or follow along without Tanner- thanks guys!

But it doesn't end there- Jacoby, Jerrid, Jordan, and Kyle made everyone laugh til their sides hurt, literally! The costumes those guys made and put on proved their unabashedness for humor's sake. They can dance too- if you haven't checked out "Im on a Blob", you must.

Last but not least, Phillip- our youth pastor with energy. Each morning and night God delivered a passionate messsage through him that affected everyone. Thank you for your willingness to hear God speak to you, and relay it to us!

If you want to actually SEE how much fun we had, I encourage you to check out the video of Im on a Blob:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wCCHSheNAks

VELOCITY

2009-08-03T12:12:00.001-07:00

Of all the stories being told of the amazing Velocity trip, blobs and all, I would like to first touch on the serious side of camp. I will write a fun entry later, but all joking aside, God did an anwesome work at Velocity. Not that I expected anything less, because when you get together over 80 people already in love with God, and stick them in a camp with no cell phone service and appetizing food to distract them, great things will happen- And they did.

I must first say that I have never seen a whole room of people jumping and dancing like I did the last night of camp. Not one person could I see standing still; shy and bold alike joined in the marvelous praises to our God.
It is a picture that though not taken with a camera, will remain vivid in my mind.

Each person went to Bob Cooper for different reasons, undoubtedly expecting different things.

I didn't know what to expect. May I share my story with you? I share not to pour my heart out to you, but in hopes that pouring out my heart to God on paper will inspire you to do the same.
If you wish to continue and read, please do. If not, know that God has been glorified for 5 days by His children at NSM, and I hope it will not cease.

The Lord is so much more faithful than I could ever deserve. How wonderful it is to know that we don't have to be perfect to receive His blessing and hear His voice. A lesson I am continually learning, it seems I would have this in my heart at all times. But such are the ways of a fallen soul. I cannot pretend that I am always happy, and for this point in my life I have discovered through trial and error the root of my restleness. It is true what they say, that you become so tired mentally and even physically when you try for perfection ad battle within your soul to accomplish everything on your own. This past month has been grueling as I failed again and again to realize my source frustration is because of an unwillingness to hand everything to God. Something I thought I had been doing, and didn't realize until I was invited to Velocity....

I had been inside holding such a prideful spirit and a selfish attitude, that tore up my spirit of willingness. I quickly went from serving to please God to pleasing man.
Thinking every aspect of I service I was doing to honor Him and changing areas of service due to inward frustration, I slowly realized that I clothed myself in a selfish spirit because I performed my tasks in hopes of human recognition. Lack of self-confidence in positions I held in every area of my life was the perfect foothold for the devil to destroy my sense of peace and self-control. Like the climbing wall I attempted on the last day of camp, so internally was I grasping for a handhold I couldn't reach. One by one, the enemy took my footholds of confidence, peace, and suffiency in God and replaced them with slick walls of self-depreciation and pride.

All this to say it was by no accident that after much deliberation, I chose to attend youth camp. My first trip to any summer camp,ever- was Velocity-July 29-Aug.2. Five days I will never forget as one of the most humbling experiences of my life thus far. I may only be 18, but age has no bearing on how many worldly frustrations attack when you allow them.
As I lay one night wondering why I was making such a big deal about whether or not to serve at a youth camp, I realized my decision rested not on my desire to go or not go, but on an inward struggle of service for God vs. man. I know God realizes how very hard-headed I am with making decisions, so I begged Him to reveal His will to me. He was inducive to my selfish request and followed the next day with a sign too clear to miss, and so began my excitement for this camp called Velocity. God practically rolled out a red carpet of opportunities for me to attend this 5-day camp.
I did not force myself to read my Bible or write in my journal, but rather rested in God and engulfed myself in the worship made to Him. He blessed me by sending encouragement my way, along with a couple humbling moments, as I released myself in all out worship to Him.

Shortening my story, all I want you to know is this: Like God says in the Bible, every member of the body of Christ is vital. We make no impact for God and confuse other parts of the body of Christ, when a foot or an eye strives to be a hand or a mouth. Don't let this lie ruin your part in the body of Christ.
I know my attitude of late has been undesirable, and my performance of duties has been severely lacking, and all because of an ungratefulness of spirit towards a God who fixed talents in myself that are unique only to me.
Velocity allowed me the opportunity to release my worries of striving for perfection and worship God in the way I best know how- through my talents, and my talents only.

Amen!

2009-07-24T14:06:00.001-07:00

Wow, this explains every thought I could never put into words. But exactly how I feel!

"You cannot legislate the poor into prosperity by legislating the wealthy out of prosperity. What one person receives without working for, another person must work for without receiving. The government cannot give to anybody anything that the government does not first take from somebody else. When half of the people get the idea that they do not have to work because the other half is going to take care of them, and when the other half gets the idea that it does no good to work because somebody else is going to get what they work for, that my dear friend, is the beginning of the end of any nation. You cannot multiply wealth by dividing it."
Adrian Rogers, 1931

Forsaken but not Forgotten

2009-07-09T10:57:00.000-07:00

The title: this expresses how I have treated my passion for that which is happening around me. Lately, I have fallen back into my complacency of "the news is full of grim and gripe, there is nothing I can do". The truth is, there is always something I can do.

Inspiration for this entry comes from Wallbuilders. If you have never heard of this association, you need to: www.wallbuilders.com. They present facts and documents affirming the foundation of our country being built upon morality, and the role of Christianity in the lives of our Founders.

I received an email from Wallbuilders just the other day, stating how President Obama had once said as senator, and many times thereafter as President, that ours is not a "Christian nation". While many would argue that it is not, because our Constitution states there "shall be no establishment of religion", they believe this must also mean that there is no recognition whatsoever of Christianity.
It is simply untrue. While our nation blesses people with the freedom to worship as they may, whomever they may, does not recede the fact that the principles in the mind of our Forefathers were those of Christian roots.

Being labeled a "Christian Nation" means not that every one inhabiting it follows a Christian faith, nor does it mean that every one must adhere to Christian principles. It means that we are recognized as a nation with a majority of the Christian faith. Many do not like to acknowledge the precedents that our first Congress set in place, because in today's culture it is "offensive".
Many court rulings are unjustly set against those of the Christian faith, because of a lack of understanding to those who originally held to these truths.
For example, did you know that 18 of the 55 original signers to the Declaration of Indepence were ministers?
Or that the morning they set the clause in the Constitution stating no establishment of religion, that they joined for worship before proceeding?

These simple things declare to us that our nation was founded by Christians, and we cannot deviate from this fact. Over the centuries, of all our presidents, we have proclaimed that we are nation of moral and principles. But our current President wishes to turn our tide of morality for one of tolerance and improvisibility.

This is not a post to slander our President, for I have written many articles concerning this matter. I am concerned our nation will se its demise through a government that once stood strong, and will fall, not overnight, but on the waves of moral uncertainty and corruptive behavior that we have wreaked upon ourselves. It is no one's fault but ours.

We as Christians have been silent too long. We as countrymen have taken our vice and immorality too far. And the sentiments of our President are simply the echoes of what we hold in our hearts.
And if we are to revert to our original standing, and turn back to God, we must change our hearts.

Charles Finney
[T]he time has come that Christians must vote for honest men and take consistent ground in politics or the Lord will curse them. . . . Christians have been exceedingly guilty in this matter. But the time has come when they must act differently. . . . Christians seem to act as if they thought God did not see what they do in politics. But I tell you He does see it - and He will bless or curse this nation according to the course they [Christians] take [in politics].

James A Garfield
Now more than ever the people are responsible for the character of their Congress. If that body be ignorant, reckless, and corrupt, it is because the people tolerate ignorance, recklessness, and corruption. If it be intelligent, brave, and pure, it is because the people demand these high qualities to represent them in the national legislature. . . . [I]f the next centennial does not find us a great nation . . . it will be because those who represent the enterprise, the culture, and the morality of the nation do not aid in controlling the political forces.

http://www.wallbuilders.com/downloads/newsletter/IsPresidentObamaCorrectIsAmericaNoLongeraChristianNation.pdf

Agnese

2009-06-11T19:36:00.000-07:00

Wow. I am so excited beyond words tonight! About an hour or maybe an hour and a half ago, I got a call from a strange number I didn't know. I answered it to hear a foreign voice to say, "is this Sarah?"; She said "this is Aggie!"

Agnese Tilinde is my friend from Latvia, a small baltic country between Europe and Russia. She has been my long distance friend for over 7 years now. Our friendship started when I was around 12, and sent a Operation Christmas Child box to her, (not knowing to where it would go) fr the first time in 5 years, I received a response from the child who received my box. Only she was two years older than me! And to my surprise, following the speculations formed about foreign countries, she spoke English! And so began the correspndence- she, 14 years old, I-12 years old. Now at ages 18 and 20, we are still friends today and finally to meet face to face!

She informed me in a letter a week ago that she has been in North Carolina for the past 4 months or so, and will be vacationing in Myrtle Beach. To my surprise, she is making a special trip to Charleston to see me!

I just cannot contain my excitement as I think how God can bring two girls from two sides of the world, to be so different yet so similiar! The more we spoke the more I realized that despite her accent, (and the fact that I have been pronouncing her name wrong all this time) that we have a lot in common.

She is Catholic, but understands the heart of God, and I believe, genuinely loves Him as I do.

The past few weeks for me have been rough. I am going through the stage of life in which I must realize my importance in society and prioritize my time and capabilities to find where it is God would have me. Applying to college, starting a new job, and finding a car have brought blessings and strife to my mental state as of late, and produced less thinking, but the desire to do more writing than ever before.

So this is my first composition in too long, to say that through the stress, God has brought me an encouagement.

To hear a girl my age, from a different country, but in the same situation in life, to say that when she distresses, she thinks of God and the plans He has for her, and how thankful she is, has humbled me to the point of sorrow.

Sorrow for neglecting God in my decisions of late and instead of thanking Him for what I do have, blaming Him for what I don't. I cannot change overnight, and my feelings will waver, but I now think of how Agnese, with less churches in her country than we have in this state, blesses God for her life, that I, in church 8 hours a week, have so much to learn.

Thank the Lord that He has made everyone different, and as she said, though each our countries and people have their faults and bad, we will look at the good and similiarities, and see the beauty of God through each.

Cry of the Free

2009-05-21T21:12:00.000-07:00

It seems as though we try so hard
only to be stopped
They supress what we say
only because they want what we've got

Freedom isn't free
it is said just so
but there's more to the adage
something you must know

The men and women in uniform
who fight for our rights
are not the only ones in battle
on the horizon brews a storm-it is clear in sight

Capitol Hill and courtrooms, townhall
they're part of a war that ensues
one just as brutal
where just as many fall

But a war it is, not of violence
and or blood
rather tis one of principles and of laws
a torrential moral flood

To have absolute truth
is to be absolutely right
to posess the sword of words
is to be armed for the fight

When all the lights dim and cease
all's unfair in war and peace

the enemies start their prowl
what they yell is hateful and fowl

And we cry peace, peace, peace

Drop the party lines
let the platforms fall
partisanship kills
we are all one, one in all

Our heritage stands the same
from the Root of our past
but the branchig leaves differ
and explode off with a mighty blast

You may speak of a world of hope
but hope we only dream
because the line of fire has begun
I see they're falling in the stream

We are mighty warriors
different race, color, dissent
but who comes we are from one
mighty Lord from whom we are lent

They tear away our rights
they rip away our pride
they think we must be fools
think our passion will subside

Fools we may be
passion we may roar
but for this country we would die
we love it to its core

again cry the men
peace! but there is no peace
we won't let down our guard
til we bend a mighty crease

A crease to the sheet
of radicals that lurk around
as we watch our morals fade
we watch them shatter to the ground

Silent no more!
let the majority be heard
we must stand for our rights
we must be heard!

Passionate I am
radical I am not
look into my face
see how my heart is wrought

America is my home
forever it will be
but if I stand not now
could it cease to be free?

"When pigs fly we'll get our money back"

2009-05-05T13:20:00.000-07:00

I just realized that I never wrote a followup piece on the Tea PArty. Well now that the excitement of the moment has faded, I may be writing with less pizzaz. but writing, nonetheless.

The Tax Day Tea Party in Charleston was what I consider the epitome of patriotism. There were no riots to overthrow the government, no plots to dethrone the President (despite what CNN tells you), but there was a spirit of freedom that you just can't experience while sitting back and watching the news. Truth is, this movement is a cry from a worried but thankful people. We are so thankful for the land that God has given us in which we can practice what we believe. But we are worried that that freedom could be in harm's way in disuise as this "stimulus package". What we fear is simply that the stimulus package is not stimulating the economy. It is stimulating the wallets and digging us further into debt. Despite what Presidents and Politicians may think, spending more money is not necessarily going to produce more money. We must first take a step back and evauluate what caused this economic downfall in the first place.

Short history: as Sarah sees it, (I like speaking in third person, it adds more oomph, don't you think?) our Nation as a whole has relied on credit for too long. The Deomcratic party in cahouts with financial loan and mortgage broker companies lent more money than was plausible. Not pointing fingers or blame, but it kind of all started when President Nixon took us off of the gold standard. The gold standard states that for howver much money is printed, it is backed by an equivalent of gold in Fort Knox. By neglecting this smart rule of accountability, we "opened a Pandora's Box" if you will, and started handling money like a 13 yr. old girl with a credit card.

"Stuff" we simply didn't need we started financing, and loaning, and borrowing, and all that technical jargon I will avoid. And in the 90's when President Clinton progressed our already semi-open trade with China (started also by Nixon), we stopped buying all of our good ole American products and started paying cheaper prices for cheaper made products from China, Thailand, Indonesia, etc.
Both of these principles were broken that the respectable Ronald Reagan had kept in place.

But back to the party: I heard people, young and old, from a Citadel knob cadet to a retired Veteran, speak of erecting morals and responsibilites to hold ourselves accountable, as a nation, as a people, instead of pointing fingers and shoving our problems off onto government and etc. We don't need more taxes by government, by golly thats why we left England!

The most instructive speech I feel was made by our own Governor Sanford. The poor man has been doused in blame and destructive words for rejecting governments handout for our schools.
Gov. Sanford realizes that if we dont fix this problem now, and take the consequences for our own problems, that these children we are worried about indoctrinating, I mean teaching now, then they will have to pay for our mistakes later. Its a shame that we should be as selfiish as to take money claiming its for the benefit of the child, when one day they will have to pay double for their education. They will be taxed for the handouts we recieve.

I hope you understand where the issue lies. It's not about parties, platforms , and pigs. It's about families, fundamentals, and faith. If we dont stick to our guns now, they're going to backfire and kill this way of life we call the "American Dream".

Charleston Tea Party

2009-04-16T18:11:00.000-07:00

I don't have time to write at the moment but here are some pictures of the Charleston Tax Day Tea Party! Check back later to read about it.

-Sarah

Spot o' tea anyone?

2009-03-26T10:07:00.000-07:00

Many Americans have been surprised and appalled at the amount of wasteful spending put forth in the new "stimulus package". WIth the belief of the impossibility for any of the senators and congressmen to have fully read and approved of everything provided for in this bill, we are standing together to find out more information about and make strides to make the voice of the people heard concerning these and other issues. I am not quite sure what is all entailed in this one hour meeting, but I do know that it is beneficial to any conservative Aerican to make be a part if this day in history. And if you don't know anyting about the situation going on in our country, or in the news, all the more reason for you to join! I am sure you will obtain all the informaton needed to understand the problem and inform those around you.
If you live in Charleston, SC, here is your opportunity: Charleston, S.C. – Wednesday, April 15, from 5:30 p.m. to 7:30 p.m. at the Old Customs House building, East Bay St. and Market St.

If you live somewhere else, chances are there is one happening in your area too! Simply go to scroll down and find your state and city.

http://www.worldnetdaily.com/index.php?fa=PAGE.view&pageId=91398

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It isn't just giving up, it's letting go

2009-02-26T19:06:00.000-08:00

I am so glad that Phillip has challenged us to recognize Lent with him and the NSM staff. The forty days of fasting, prayer, and giving up of self are a difficult, but important way of remembering Jesus' struggle against temptation in the desert.

We are tempted so much in our daily life that we don't even feel the pain, because we have lost our conviction and ability to say "no", leaving no struggle at all, but atleast for me, and unpleasing way of life. I have tried this month already to give up distractions and stumbling blocks with my Biblestudy group, but failed miserably.
I should know how as a Christ follower to give up my idols before the Lord, but if I've failed once, I've failed a million times. I could just beat my head against the wall continuously and feel better than I do when I try to overcome my desires. I realize the reason I fail is because I have the wrong intentions, and I haven't asked God for help. I cannot do it on my own and am foolish to try.

Though private in how I worship during these forty days, I think I would like to publicly express (like AJ and Phillip) what I am giving up. Food has to be the greatest burden I bear and the hardest thing to limit. While the body needs food to survive, it can at the same time destroy you. I am constantly reminded that my body is the temple of the Lord and through Jesus living in me I need to respect it just as I would the building of the church. So these forty days, though I've already messed up today, tomorrow I surrender sweets (desserts, candy, snacks)and generally unhealthy food (fries, pizza). Accountability is crucial in this process so I encourage many to join this fast so we can relate our struggles without giving in. I feel so much better, look so much healthier, and function more properly when I respect the life God has given me, and I now, for the 4th time this year, commit to try, this time without fail, to honor God by setting aside my desires for Him.

http://www.tenthavenuenorth.com/media/music "Let it Go" (read these lyrics)

Preposterous Pork or Stimulating Success?

2009-02-05T18:06:00.000-08:00

This bill, the "Stimulus Bill", is chock full of pork. For those who may not know, "pork" is the unofficial term for the useless reasons that democrats spend the governments, and taxpayers money for. And my dear, this bill is a pigpickin' for the democrats. $$.900 million. Dollars. $$. Almost a trillion dollars! This bill is said to help stimulate the economy, prevventing those "500 million from losing their jobs". Nancy Pelosi (Speaker of the House) says that if we don't do something about the economy, right now, that 500 million Americans will lose their jobs. The problem? There are 300 million Americans in America, and probably less than half of those are working age. So Nancy Pelosi exxagerated a little. So we're already starting to see that this bill is not quite as "urgent" as the democrats and CNN say it is. I cannot remember everything included in this bill, but the few I remember are where the word "preposterous" comes in. Speaking of the Speaker of the House, Ms. Pelosi has managed to stick a 300 million dollar clause in this bill for condoms. She says tha if we do not "plan our families" that the nation will become over populated and will make the economy worse. Really? $300 million for condoms? Oh it gets better. 600 billion for global warming efforts. 150 billion to provide hybrids for CIA officials.
I was watching Glenn Beck this evening, as he was printing off the stimulus bill on his show, and as I watched the some 200 pages come of the press I thought how ironic it was that with how much paper it took to put this bill on paper, he was killing trees and moving one step further to global warming! That's going to take 1 billion more in the bill. I hope you catch the sarcasm.
So these jobs the Americans are losing, if government wants to create more jobs, instead of forking out the money on eco-issues, why don't we cut off the 1.5 million foreign imports that are continuingly being imported to take our jobs? Talk about stimulating the economy, would it really help Americans to stop outsourcing and produce our own products? No that would require too much work. Oh, you mean the work that Americans need? What a ridiculous notion. Point is, socialism. We need to be a small government economy to thrive. Anytime Federal Government starts taking our money to "plan families" ie:private issues, and regulates every aspect of our lives, we are halfway to socialism, which is halfway to communism. No one is standing up for this in the Senate. Because we are in the midst of an all-democratic overtake of the house, senate, and white house. Subjective liberals are overthrowing these principles that it has taken centuries to establish. And it is all one bill at a time.
This recession business is a slow gradual process that should'nt be rushed. Not an issue to be taken lightly, they're (government officals) are trying to shove this under us in disguise of a bill before we can open our eyes to the many flaws encased in it!.Many people warned you about Barack Obama, and all set aside what they told you, this is not a blog to bash our new President. No, I do not believe in told-you-so's and plots against the man in the most important position in the nation, But it is a blog to let you know that we are one step closer to socialism. Enough said.

I have been made aware of that step tonight. Yesterday, undoubtedly without even a hint of suspicion, President Obama signed a bill saying: If you accepted money from the government in December to bail out your private business, you are not allowed to make more than $500,000 a year. You may think, wow, that's alot of money that I doubt will be earned, no big deal. And you may also think, well it's their fault for accepting the money with "no strings attached". Problem is, the governments handout money is always attached to strings, and the government holds the upper end. By capping the pay of a small business owner, the government is infringing upon the rights of the private person. Punishing the wealthy because "they make too much" is wrong. And in a free-enterprise nation the biblical principle "No Work, No Food" presides. But many government dependees elected Obama as their President because he promised money for the welfare-wealthy. To take money from the rich and disperse it among the poor aka lazy. Big step in the wrong direction he did last night, and the senate voted for it without any ado.

If you have been watching the news, you have heard the problems our President is having with appointing seats in the cabinet. He has chosen over 3 different people who have butchered their taxes. Ie: The Secretary of Tresury just voted in cheated twice on his taxes. Sen. Tom Daschle resigned the appointment, but nonetheless was appointed, and he owed 15,000$ on his past taxes! Lastly, the man he has appointed to be the Secretary Attorney General has been the prosecuting defender of the porn industry for the past 3 years. In his new position it is his duty to prosecute against "businesses" like this. So frustrating it is to know that scoundrels like this are occupying these hotseats while we go day to day and know nothing og their tactics. This is not to sound like our government is a conspiracy, but with all of these recent issues of "missing tax papers" (Chris Dodd for example)makess me wonder. Heck, the fact that I have used negative "quotation" marks more than three times in this article is a bad sign.

Tonight or tomorrow the Senate is voting on this "stimulus bill", and if we can let our senators know that the people need them to vote against it, it could be ovethrown. But it requires you getting involved. All it takes is one phone call to Senator Lindsey Graham. Simply call the switchboard, ask to spak with someone that will talk with Graham, and tell them why this bill is preposterous. The number is:Sen. Graham 202-224-5972

Separating or Severring?

2009-01-29T08:31:00.000-08:00

"The Walls of the Separation of Church and State"
The well know phrase thrown into the air to justify those that believe Christianity should not be instituted in the American public falls down hard on the heads of Christians. It hurts, but do we know why? Does anyone know why this statement is constitutionally wrong? Wait, did I just say constitutionally wrong? "Isn't it in the constitution?" Many may think so, but the aswer is a resounding NO! I myself haven't understood this concept until just last week, and what a revelation it was. Justice Rehnquist absolutely explains this the best in his dissenting opinion in Wallace v. Jafree

People contend that this is the intent of the 1st ammendment, that Church and State must be separated to all degrees, such a fine line being drawn between the two. But I want to draw your attention to the header picture. Do you notice Thomas Jefferson to the left of the Bill of Rights? I find this ironic, being supported in Rehnquist's reasoning for this phrase. This phrase was coined by Thomas Jefferson, but not in the Constitutional Convention. In fact, it was in a private letter to the Danbury Baptist Association. It was written 14 years after the institution of the 1st ammendment. Furthermore, Jefferson was not present in the United States when this ammendment was verified, because he was in France. Let's review the facts shall we? 1. Phrase coined by Thomas Jefferson 2. In a letter to a church 3. 14 years after the 1st ammendment, 4.Jefferson was in France when the 1st amendment was instituted. So in what context did this phrase appear that makes it so misunderstandably crucial in our courtrooms today?

"It is impossible to build sound constitutional doctrine upon a mistaken understanding of constitutional history, but unfortunately the Establishment Clause has been expressly freighted with Jefferson's misleading metaphor for nearly 40 years. Thomas Jefferson was of course in France at the time the constitutional Ammendments known as the Bill of Rights were passed by congress and ratified by the states. His letter to the Danbury Baptist Association was a short note of courtesy, written 14 years after the Ammendments were passed by Congress. He would seem to any detached observer as a less than ideal source of contemporary hisory as to the meaning of the Religion Clauses of the First Ammendment." -Rehnquist.

So we see here that Jefferson is not the man to look to if we want to know the riginal intent of the 1st Ammendment. The only way we may really know what the 1st ammendment was meant to accomplish is by looking to the actual people who wrote it. These would be, a few for example, James Madison (key proposer and writer of these Ammendments), Mr. Sylvester, Mr. Vining, Mr. Gerry, Mr. Sherman, Mr. Carroll, etc.
Being thousands of miles away in France would make it impossible in that time, where mail took weeks in the states, months across the world, for Jefferson to have had any say in the founding of the Bill of Rights. The Bill of Rights were proposed by the states because all but three states refused to accept the Constitution lest they had "ground rules" to ensure the prohibition of Tyranny in the newfound America.

Government is a touchy thing. So hard is it to answer every question alluded to it, so we must think first, and only, that to answer our questions we must read the words spoken by those who penned the rules. Where do you look when you have questions about a product you have purchased? Would you believe what your neighbor says about it, or would you call the manufacturer and see why it is malfunctioning? obviously, the one who created it knows it best. Same being true of our relationship with God. Who knows better than He who created you?

The Courts have been in place for oh, somewhere around c.1787. For 150 years no one used this phrase as a basis for their case in court. The first time it was ever uttered in a courtroom was 1947, Everson v. Board of Education. So it has been misconstrued for the past 60 years, versus the 150 years prior. Let me just say that cases seem to have gotten rougher and significantly more confusing in the past 60 years than in those prior. Do you think this could be because we have read to much into, and become too sensitive of the real issues?
Their (founders) actions reveal their intent. If it was the intent of Madison and his others to prohibit Christianity from being entangled within the state, tell my why then, did they the next morning pass a law to hire a minister to perform their opening prayers in the House?

You see, the real purpose in fabricating this Ammendment was to procure the evasion of a national denomination. Each state had been given federal permission to establish a state denomination. But for the federal government to favor one sect above another was sure to result in another England. Didn't they break free from that? Naturally, they wanted to be sure that it would not happen again.
They never intended for religious materials not to be displayed. The Ten Commandments displayed in front of a courtroom is in no wise a breech of this law. Prayer in schools is not threatening other religions. The point is that you are free to practice your religon. Buddhist, Pagan, Christian all have equal rights, with the difference being that our nation was founded on Christianity. Were it not for Christian men who fought and worked for this country, we would not be free. These groups and organizations are not satisfied that everyone gets free rights. They only see that one is real and oh how it angers them. As a Christian, knowing the one true Way, I can say that they are jealous. They wouldn't harass us if we weren't a threat. I love when people say, if the definition of an Agnostic or pagan is one who believes in no God, then why do they care if we talk about Him. If they know in their heart that He does not exist, then shouldn't they only view it as foolishness to be dismissed?

Several propositions were made for what the wording of the 1st Ammendment should be, and I think if you finish off by reading these, you may see in the words their intent, and then judge for yourself.

"All men have an equal, natural, and unalienable right to the free excercise of religion, according to the dictates of conscience, and no particular religious sect or society ought to be favored or established, by law, in preference to others."
Virginia and North Carolina 3 id., at 659; id., at 244

"The civil rights of none shall be abridged on account of religious belief or worship, nor shall any national religion be established , nor shall the full and equal rights of conscience be in any manner, or on any pretext, infringed."
James Madison's proposal. Id., at 434

"No religion shall be established by law, nor shall the equal rights on conscience be infringed." Committee revision of Madison's proposal. Id., at 729

"Congress shall make no law establishing articles of faith or a mode of worship, or rohibiting the free excercise of religion. " Senate September 3, 1789

"Congress shall make no law respecting an establishment of religion, or prohibiting the free excercise thereof." Official and current wording decided by the House and Senate

http://www.law.cornell.edu/supct/html/historics/USSC_CR_0472_0038_ZD2.html

Learning How to Trust God

2009-01-28T18:22:00.000-08:00

This morning, while praying I was thinking of what to read in the Bible. I secretly felt ashamed because I hadn't studied my Bible in such a fashion that I wasn't following any particular plan of reading any particular book (except for Esther). But then God brought to my mind of what I learned at Biblstudy last night. I am going through Esther in the Beth Moore biblestudy, and she brings through so many verses that relate to the story of Esther that I never would have imagined would. A verse was mentioned last night in the obscure book of Habakkuk. It had also come to my mind because we spoke of it in small group Sunday. Anyways, I thought, God, isn't that one of those books that has nothing applicable to my life now? But I was surprised as I opened to the book of Habakkuk, 3 chapters small, and starting reading. To my delight the book related to the world and government, my favorite area of study. But it brings to light problems; problems that we deal with today, an it scares me how hopeless we have become. I love how God always orchestrates things in my everyday to teach me things, solve problems, and show delight. Does He ever do that for you? Isn't it fun?! I got into one of my world-changing moods last night and decided that I would commit today to studying my law. And so this book started my day out right. If you will give me a few more moments of your time, I'd like to share what this means to me. I tend to be a little wordy so if you don't read anything else read this: The book is a dialogue between Habakkuk and God, starting with Habakkuk complaining. I was astonished to read the words Habakkuk uttered to God, God! "Why do you make me see wrong things and make me look at trouble? " He speaks of the evil in the world and how evil people prosper over the good. The enemies have triumph over the Lord's people.But is he actually blaming God for his wrongs, and others' evil? But one verse grabs me- "Evil people gain while good people lose; the judges no longer make fair decisions." Oh how true this is of today! Now I know many people pull verses out and apply them even when they were obviously not meant for that context, and though this book was addressed to Israel, but it has some words that are applicable. Habakkuk complains twice and Gods answers twice. The Lord says "I will do something in your lifetime that you won't believe even when you are told about it.""The evil nation is very proud of itself; it is not living as it should. But those who are right with God will live by faith." Please read the whole book. It takes all of 15 minutes to read and let soak in. It is so true of we feel as a nation today, and what our nation has become. I continue to urge my fellow Christ followers to do what you can to protect our "godly" nation. As controversial as it may seem, vote. Vote against bills, vote for presidents, pray for our leaders, know what is happening today. We have no greater duty or honor bestowed upon us than to excercise our rights as FREE believers. We will no longer be free if we don not start using our rights, because they will soon become unnecessary and stripped away from us. Please pray!

Prayer

2009-01-22T18:48:00.000-08:00

Prayer:

I’ve been reading in a book about the habits of prayer, and what prayer means to God. As is obvious, God doesn’t need us to tell him our wants, desires, and needs, for He already knows. But the habit of prayer is twofold- You see God wants us to come to Him with our trials. Though He knows, by us coming to Him we are showing submission and repentance. We are breaking down our barrier of pride before Him and saying” God, I really need you. I cannot do this on my own, here is my dilemma”. I have never been the type that wouldn’t go to God for fear of not being good enough. No, not because I am good enough, because I am not. But because prayer had always been my most secure way of feeling God is here with me. When I have done something wrong, when I am hurting, it comforts me so to know that He is always there, waiting like a Father to hear my complaints. I am not ashamed to tell God how I feel. Sometimes I am angry, and He is the only one that will not judge me for my actions; sometimes, I am lonely, and He is the only one there to confide in; and yet, at times, and the times He loves most, when I am happy. I am thankful and I pour my gratitude out to Him, for He has blessed me so abundantly to an extent I do not deserve. But from this devotional, here are the advantages twofold- it secures to us blessing, and it prepare us to receive them. I have neglected to understand that there are multiple facets to prayer- Adoration, Confession, Supplication, Intercession, and Thanksgiving. If you are lacking the definition for each of these terms as I am, explore them with me:
Adoration-an expression of the sense of the infinite majesty and glory of God
Confession- a humble acknowledgement of our sins and unworthiness
Supplication- a pleading of blessings upon ourselves
Intercession- a prayer for others, asking God on behalf of our brethren
Thanksgiving- an expression of gratitude to our God for His goodness and mercy
Thinking over these and understanding the importance of prayer has helped me immensely over the past couple of weeks to re-enter my relationship with Him as I have slipped into monotony in my walk. I am still not all there yet. I’ve slipped more into a 3 times a week with God rather than a daily competence with Him. If you don’t already, I encourage you to join me at Prayer on Wednesday mornings. Thought it is early at 6am I look forward to it every week and it always makes my day go smoother. Of course, you don’t have to wait til 1 hour every Wednesday to pray, but there’s just something about gathering with fellow believers to make your requests known unto God. See you there.

2009-01-20T12:42:00.000-08:00

Pride (comes before a fall)

2009-01-20T07:16:00.000-08:00

This weekend I took a little getaway with my fellow seniors at NSM for a ski trip to Winterplace, WV. It was possibly the coldest weather I have felt, at one point being at a low of 7 degrees with a windchill of -1! As we arrived there friday night, I was still contemplating signing up for the ski lesson. My family suggested I just pay the extra money and get a refresher, to which I indignantly assured them that I spent 6 hours on my last ski trip learning so this time I was just going to get out there and enjoy myself. Well as you read the title to this blog, do you know where I'm headed? haha well...here's the story. I consider myself pretty good, though I do fall, I insist that I am doing a thing called "making myself fall", which simply means, I'm going down a slope REALLY fast, and I don't want to run in to the person in front of me or fly off of the mountain and die, so I make myself fall. Safety precaution. Of course. Well while half of the group heads off to their lessons saturday morning, I go off with Anita, Phillip, Anna, Amy, Lauren, and Brittany for my first time skiing in 4 years. The funny thing with something like skiing, is every time you pop on those skis feels like your first time. So as I swarm through deja vu I say a quick prayer that I won't slow the rest of the group down. We ski over to the lift, and Phillip and Anita lead us to a slope they say shouldn't be too hard for Brittany and I, as we are the "newbies" of the group. We drop off at a blue slope, which means it is an intermediate level of difficulty. So I think everything will be fine, I'll make it down, no big. So we head down, and I'm doing fine! Brittany and I are bringing up the rear, and we stop to find a fork in the trail, so we discuss which way we think the rest of the group went, as they left us in the dust. we think they went straight ahead, which is a trail that looks like a straight shot down the hill, but a fellow skier on the slope tells us that we should go down the slope to the right, because though it's curvier, it's easier because of the steep drop off that is on the other slope. So we listen to him. Brittany flies down the slope as ever-cautious Sarah thinks she's being a little too fast for this curvy climate and flops herself down to determine the best way to continue. Problem being- 1. I'm on a narrow slope with a bazillion other people, 2. this is my first slope hittin' in 4 years, and 3. I'm by myself, and if I don't hurry, I will have NO idea how to get down. I happen to flop myself between a rock and a hard place literally, as I look and here I am in gap of snow between the beaten path and a light pole. To top things off my ski pops off, and as I struggle for 15 MINUTES to get my ski back on, you guessed it, my pride is shot. But I think I took it as a rather humbling lesson. For the first time my face didn't turn red, and I struggled to get myself up as quick as possible, with no regrets, and just a pinch of frustration. I finally got the guts to continue on when I realized I was caught on a rather conveniently placed thorn bush by the side, and continued another 5 minute struggle to get untangled. Finally! I'm free. I finish the slope, but not being familiar with the park, search for where my group could have gone to as no one waited, and there are hundreds of people caked in front of me. But rather confidently I skied my way down two beginner slopes until I found my way to Brittany. She was standing at a ski lift having the same thoughts I was presumably, as we agreed we didn't know where the group could be, so we headed back to the lodge. While I was by myself skiing I kept thinking that though not an unpleasant experience, how I could have avoided it all had I not been to prideful to admit that maybe I could use one hour of practice to refresh my feet how to slide on snow. Great lesson, thanks God! He knows my heart and I thank Him for the lesson given, as I decide that from now on I won't hesitate for help. The rest of the trip was very relaxing, despite the lead heavy feet and bitter cold. Olivia and I bonded as we hit the easy slopes talking over life plans and God's will. Nothing was more beautiful to me that day than sitting in the ski lift, miles above ground, surrounded by snow covered trees and listening to my theme song for the trip .As I skied, listening to John Mayer's 3x5, nothing could have felt more appropriate as I hummed along: "I'm writing you to get you up on places I've been...hoping I would see the world through both my eyes.../maybe I'll tell you all about it when I'm in the mood to lose my way with words.../ today skies are painted full of colors.../ and strange how clouds that look like mountains in the sky next to mountains anyway.../brought me back to life."
By the end of the trip Brittany, Elizabeth, Olivia, and I got to ski down the intermediate slopes multiple times with no hesitation, and I sit back now and think, when can i do it again someday? Thanks to God's magnificent creation and ever-present help as I shouted a few "Oh God"'s along the way, it is an experience I will never forget.

the Wallace Family Christmas Traditions

2008-12-24T18:11:00.000-08:00

The Wallace family has the best family traditions, but then again, I'm biased.
I'm going to let the few who read this blog in on a few family secrets that makes my holidays great.
Merry Memory #1 on my list- every Christmas, when I was younger, my dad used to pack the family up in our white station wagon, my mom would pack up thermoses of hot cocoa (with big marshmellows on top) , and my sister and I would grab our mugs, and we were off! My sister and I sat in the "way back" (the most awesome part of a station wagon is that the way back faces the opposite way towards the street) and we would sit backward, in our pajamas and sip our hot cocoa as we drove around Hanahan looking at Christmas lights. One particular memory is, my dad would drive us to Yeaman's Hall, and we would pass by this house that had a santa's backside sticking out the second-story window. At the end of this street, there is a roundabout, and dad would drive around this til we were dizzy! (8 times!)
Merry Memory #2- sucking lemons with a candy cane. This one is an art: Refrigerate lemons, take out and roll around to get the juices flowing. Take a knife and cut a hole at the top, and insert the candy cane. The most important thing is to get Bob's soft candy sticks. They have to be the straight candycane sticks, and soft. This lets the candycane dissolve in the lemon. Bite off the ends of the canes, and stick in the lemon. Then suck! Delicious :)
MerryMemory #3- Christmas Eve- we would go to the church's Christmas Eve service. this was my favorite time of year. One service where children got to take communion and, yes light candles! Oh to gaze into that flame as a child. Of course, I was the good kid. I sat silently while my brother and sister ran their finger in and out of the flame, and catching the wax as it rolled down the candle. Every Christmas Eve night, we got to open one present of our choice, usually one from an aunt or uncle, and sleep and until Christmas morning.
Merry Memory #4- Christmas morning, Rachel, Stephen, and I would wake up early, (as does every child), and go wake up our parents. They would say "it's a special day off, let's sleep in." So we would wait in the livingroom an hour, and then wake them up. When they woke up, my dad would read us the Christmas story. We would sit through the Christmas Story, trying to be the good Christian kids we were, and wait patiently. Unfortunately, our minds would wander to where the presents sat under the tree. Oh we would plead, and the more we pleaded, the longer daddy's story got. Finally, at the end of the story, we would take communion, and open our presents.
Merry Memory #5- Christmas movies! My all-time favorite is "It's a Wonderful Life". Nothing can top Frank Capra's thought provoking tale of George Bailey. (I've memorized the whole movie) My second favorite, "A White Christmas", let's just say I have a thing for old movies.
And the classics we watched every Christmas- "A Christmas Story", "Jingle All the Way", "the Santa Claus", and "National Lampoon's Christmas Vacation". (Nothing can beat when the old aunt brings her cat wrapped in a box, and starts saying the pledge during grace.
My new-found favorite this year: Christmas in Connecticut.
Finally, the most important,
Merry Memory #6- My parents never failed to bring us the true meaning of Christmas. We never celebrated Santa Clause, and were possibly the only children who didn't believe in him. I was the only 6 year old telling the other kids, "Santa Claus isn't real!" But I am so thankful for that, and never took for granted that my parents taught us the true meaning of Christmas. My parents have incorporated Jesus and and the Bible through every aspect of my life.

So as you sit with your family Christmas Day, reminisce of the good ole' days and think of new traditions you can pass along to your kids. Because someday they will be sitting and writing their memoirs for everyone to read.

random start

2008-12-23T11:09:00.000-08:00

So tonite was the awards banquet for my Civil Air Patrol Squadron. I love being patriotic, but at times I wonder why I even joined. Do you know how weird it feels to be the only girl while marching in combat boots at 35 degrees? While it can be uncomfortable at times, it reminds me of how we can be witnesses wherever we go. Whatever their reason, there are 20 students that meet for 2 hrs. every week to learn how they can serve their country better. But just imagine, what these people could do if they had the heart of God leading them in this service. I can only hope that they do not do this out of selfish ambition, but whatever their reason, I feel proud to serve next to them, even if it is just for practice. So as I finish out my year, marching, saluting, and who knows what else, this will certainly be an experience I will never forget; Being adventurous just gets you into awkward positions sometimes.